...u dont know me that well...

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2009-03-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

mr lee and his CRYSTALS

2009-03-12T22:21:00.001+08:00

it just another slack day in the camp lab...

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2009-03-12T22:17:00.001+08:00

2009-01-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

well.. its the new year already yah. lots of things had happened. and. hmmm. im feeling a little confused myself about everything. my future. my studies. my thoughts. my actions. my words.

i cant fully describe how im really feeling. but i believe, that if your in my situation you'll say the same thing too. im really a great listener but seriously not a person who can talk to others about my personal stuff or what really is on my mind. i haven't really found that someone to talk to, to confide in. sadly, no. but i really wish that someone would appear before me. cos as times past, things pile up, problems arise and thoughts gather, i get more stress. all i ever do to get rid of it is to breakdown and cry in one corner, but i dont want that! cos crying is temporary and cant solve anything.

i need a special friend i can talk to with comfortably. a friend whom i can confide in and even listen to his/her problems when he/she is down. i dont need a guy's love... all i want at this age is a best friend whom i can trust and feel comfortable talking to. i know many people tried to open up the key to my thoughts, but i just didnt let them see through me. im sorry if i hurt them, but its just really difficult for me to open up about personal stuff. well, deep within the crazy me, there's always this inner me who finds it hard to speak up truthfully.

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recently. my friend told me, what i believe was, his deepest secrets. well. at first i really didnt expect it. but after he told me. i dont know why. but i felt like laughing. truthfully, it was of no laughing matter but it was simply something beyond my expectations of him. i really was quite speechless. but seriously, i went through this before cos my other best friend also turned out this way. he really is a person worth admiring, but im not saying that after he told me his secret his no longer a person worth admiration. or maybe he became a person whom people might admire more, if you see things in a different light.

after a while.. i felt that his truthfulness towards me was really genuine. i mean, we may have barely known each other that well and he wanted me to know it. is this what we call the beginning of a true friendship? when both can trust each other with secrets? he was actually quite surprised that he brought himself to tell me his secrets. even before, he told me one of his sad points in life. maybe he chose me as his listener. someone to be there when he needs a listening ear.

to him: if your reading this right now. i just wanna say. you've made your chioce in the things your doing now. you told me that you felt that its not right, but also not wrong at the same time. i do respect your decision. really. i'll really respect it. thanks for believing in me, that im a friend whom you can confide in. i really wanna be there when you need someone to talk to. although we may not meet as often but do keep me updated ya!

2008-12-14T21:09:00.009+08:00

welll... the WORLD YOUTH CHORAL FESTIVAL 2008 ended with a BANG on 13 dec! well... all i can say is that, it was a really GREAT PERFORMANCE [even with a little loopholes here and there]

most ppl might think that cos this WYCF ended, its going to be the end of ppl in WYCF seeing each other. BUT i can quite assure that my JC gang will stay together!! really! ppl mark the ending of WYCF, but i think that WYCF is just helping us to mark a new beginning of a GREAT FRIENDSHIP!

13dec

well.. today's D-DAY! ;) its our FC [not footbal club], FESTIVAL CHOIR's GALA CONCERT!! well.. SATB had their rehearsal first, at 9am.. we were not bad already! really can hear the improvement we've made in such a short period of 2 weeks. and i learnt 9 SONGS IN TWO WEEKS, tell me about it~~

well.. on with my story.. haha!! so later on SATB finished up, and of cos it was the SSA's turn~~ LOL. well.. some ppl might know what im talking about especially MR JOEL KOH! [cos its about him] LOL! so the few of us SATB ppl were resting down stage. ok, ROGER was super tired and fell asleep super fast [and was also snoring, LOL] den jeramiah & amos were already on their way to LALA land. all was very tired, except our dearest JOEL!! well.. you should know where he had turned his concentration to bah~~ den we started to get alot of [chessy] ideas again you know!! yahh! we were like going crazy in the concert hall.. joel ah joel~~

me: eh joel, playing soccer on your phone again ah, NO LIFE LA YOU!

joel: haha.. no life meh.. ya la no life, cos my life up there.

me:-_- OMG [goosebumps yo!!]

[then we started laughing and laughing again man!! YVONNE WHERE ARE YOU??!! lol]

then later on, we had pathetic FRIED FOOD with bread lunch [omg, fried food is the 'best' you can give when your gonna sing] went for combines and then they were like rushing us into TYING our hair. haiz man.. so all the girls had to chiong like mad, put make up and all.. LOL. concert was a blast [as mentioned above!!]

so.. when we finished, the girls took quite some time to come out [the guys were out already] guess what, when we came out, we saw JOEL taking pics with another girl.. joel ah joel.. LOL. haiya, normal la. JOEL and JONATHON were the ones who were constantly being hogged by girls! girls gave them flowers too yo~~ woohoo~~ later, we went down to the marquee and gathered there! rebecca, hyena, clarissa and i were happily eating ice cream man!! LOL. and jonathon was happily eating away the reception food.. LOL! den we 'ran' off to take pics with MS ONG! [luckily she hasn't gone far with her cute yellow car!]

then we decided to head off for DINNER! cos we were super tired and hungry!! haha! so the whole troop stormed off to mos burger at raffles city shopping mall. LOL. but then, at that time, jonathon went off to meet his classmates for a movie! waa.. bang seh kia again! LOL. im no better la, cos my dad was gonna fetch me to join my relatives for dinner.. so i accompanied the whole gang to MOS yo!

suddenly... a msg from jonathon came in.. HAHA. i was supposed to read the 5 msg long sms to out to the gang yo. haha , but i had to go off soon, so i forwarded to rebecca for her to read out!

MSG: hey, i really enjoyed myself with you guys. Joel your humour, jeramiah your emo-ness, dennis you enthusiasm, keane for all you help in one way or another, the rest of the guys for your musical guidance, Cass your friendliness, yvonne our BOWELS and lameness, shuling your patience, rebecca your passion, sara your professinality and the rest of the girls for all you have done and initiated. My respects and kudos to you all. If your choir needs my help in one way or another, i'm here and very willing! So, thanks once again and see you guys on monday!

den... *phone rings* LOL! guess who called.. its JONATHON yo! lol!

me: hello??

jon: hey! im coming back! where are you guys?

me: haha! LOL. your coming back??

jon: ya.. im not gonna watch movie le. haha! [cant really rmb much]

me to everyone: haha! hey the man lead of the 5 msg long sms is coming back to join us ler!! so you all can hear him say it himself yah!!

me: ya haha. cos im going off soon ok? their all at mos burger, go find them there ya!

jon: oh... your going off? ok den.

me to everyone: BYE BYE!!!

LOL. in the end jonathon bang sehed his classmates and joined us. LOL.

to JON BRO: jonathon your really a bang seh kia eh! keep smiling and stay crazy at all times;) cassandra.exe!

to MR JOEL KOH: hey chessy buddy! dont give up hope yah. its not the time that you guys met that determines the start of something new.. but like you said,'patience is virtue' JIA YOU!

to YVONNE BUDDY: yvonne! my piu piu[shoot shoot] buddy! LOL. wahh.. the times when we had to listen to joel and his chessiness super funny! we're the DA JIEs of the gang ya? *piu piu*!

to REBECCA: hey girl! you were really dao when i first met you. but then i found out how nice and passionate you are about singing [i'll sing with you on the streets of orchard one day yo!]

to SARA: your the nice sweet girl in the gang, girl! and your perserverence to play well in CHILD OF DESTINY is really cool!! rock on girl!

to RUISHAN: hey hey!! we're always eyeing each other and sending messages in the air yo. really glad to have had laughs with you!

to AMOS [or jeramiah..]: hey amos! your a really funny guy with lots of expressions that never fail to lighten up the mood.. LOL! its so funny when ever your freaked out by my craziness!

to ROGER: roger roger! your always laughing at whatever we say ya?? our pitch perfect tpjc SC! LOL

to jeramiah [or amos..]: jeramiah! the other pres! you ah, always act emo in one corner, but we all know that your listening carefully at each convo! emo-ness!

thanks to my dearst PJC buddies: clarissa, hyena, shuling, dennis, jeremy, keane!
WYCF would not have ROCKED if we met 1 less person!

2008-12-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

our dearest bang seh kia, jonAthon, went off to batam with his AJCHOIR. Seriously, i thought his name was JONTHON, but no, its jonAthon. yup... lot's of stuff happened during WYCF. super funny and exciting stuff starts to arise yo~~~ well... let me give you a clue. [the first JOEL~~~] lol. well, i'll update again with pics and storyline. [just came back from watching rebecca, amos, jeramiah, yvonne & shu ling carol at PP with joel] yup...

2008-12-06T21:31:00.005+08:00

choir had never been so fun before.. seriously! and the standards of ppl at WYCF are *2 thumbs up* really met lots of fun loving ppl there..

TPJC PPL, AJC PERSON, OTHER SEC SCH PPL!!

tpjc: yvonne, sara, rui shan, rebecca, joel, roger, amos, jeramia!

pjc: cass[me], shuling, hyena, clarissa, dennis, keane, jeremy!!!

ajc: jonthon!!! [his JONaTHON without an A]

sec sch: ka en, sylvia, wan rong, sara, jocelyn, michelle, jerinne

actually, its only the 1st week of WYCF[pre-camp festival], lots of happenings...

ISAAC and his my herat is inditing~~ cos, we were talking about what is inditing[everyone in SATB] den michael gave the explanation.. suddenly, isaac's went;'mr toh, isaac wants to know whats inditing' OMG!

SATB choir forever never stop singing EVERLASTING MELODY[its the best song!!] we love this song, and its giving mr toh night mares... LOL.. everlasting melody.. everlasting melody..

mr toh and his bashing through the songs and banging the keyboard..

JOELand his yellow ribbon project: second chance!!

YVONNE and her S wave!!

5dec

it was the last day of our pre-camp WYCF!! well.. all was went well.. LOL. we [SATB &SSA] performed to each other our songs in the auditorium.. it was a squeeze, but that didnt stop us from getting together ya? during lunch... JONTHON!! omg.. he went crazy man. actually, his always tha calm cool guy in the JC gang. cos on the 1st day, he was really quiet[crow flies past].. ya. den slowly he started to open up to ua, and den successfully went mad on FRIDAY. yes. he caught the CASSANDRA VIRUS[cassandra.exe]. seriously, thats what he said ah.. damn lame!! we were like totally crapping about spongebob squarepants in front of shuling. and during lunch, we were like talking about what to wear for concert, den he said dont wear anything! LOL. omg. seriously mad. we were crapping lots. den when shuling ask us to sing song, what we just did was sing a few notes with the words sing song in it. OMG. JONTHON became AS LAME AS ME!! his a funny guy, if you know him!! his always with his dearest PSP, and going like, 'oh oh going to die! going to die!' or 'eh eh. see, this girl damn lousy ahhh.. haha. defeated' jonthon ah jonthon..

after dinner, a few of us walked and carolled along the streets of orchard. damn fun!

ITS ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!! WYCF <3>

ITS US!!! the JC LUNCH GANG [ PJC AJC TPJC]

with our dearest SATB conductor.. MR TERRENCE TOH!!

ITS MR YONG!

ITS THE CCs, Cassandra Chen & Clarissa Choi!!!!

PJCians with our one and only AJCian!!!

this is JONTHON, the guy who caught the CASSANDRA VIRUS [cassandra.exe]

his pretending to sleep!!! [he knows im taking a picture!] TOLD YOU!!! HIS SMILING!! LOL

he and his beloved PSP [forever final fantasy or bleach]

the carriers of the cass virus. cassandra.exe

taking pics time... but.. shu ling cant stop LAUGHING!!
stilllll LAUGHING....

Chi wei and I, sop SLs of SATB

its us girls..

its SYLVIA!! cute junior from bedok green sec[us and our FILL THE GAP logic, nonsense]

its SNYO!

2008-11-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. results had been released.. PROMOTED.

but, im actually feeling scared, and even sad at the same time. everything is going to change. people come and go. friends disappear once in a while. is this what is installed for me in life? really hate goodbyes, really hate sadness.. well.. who doesn't?

now i've got to leave behind the J1 me and prepare for the J2 life. its not going to be easy. with so much responsibilities as a leader of choir. and even responsibilities to the class, to my friends. not to forget responsibilities to my studies and in my family.

well.. is this what i am living for? what do i want to be when i grow up? what do i wanna do? where to go? who to look for? who to turn to?

actually.. recently, i've been troubled by alot of things. i sometimes just feel like letting my emotions run at times. cos of all these responsibilities, i perservered, i controlled. but sometimes when i couldn't control my emotions, people dont understand. i dont blame them, cos what they usually see is the carefree me. i wanna stay that way, and i must stay that way. i must be strong [like what someone told me, he held back his tears for his aunt]. i've been to the point when i felt like letting go of these ropes of responsibilities, but i can't and i wont until my duties had been carried out.

i'll just perservere... control... although i may be troubled, but i dont really like to tell it to people. i havent found that someone whom i can really sit down and talk to about my problems. i miss my sec fren, i sometimes wished she was still there and can listen to my troubles or just be there, just like that day when i laughed and cried at the same time. [cos she actually was there when my life was at the lowest point, and i was there when her life was at the lowest point]. although we were not in the same class, we were still as close. now it seems like we're so near yet so far...

i miss you friend~

2008-11-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

The BEGINNING:

0) Born in : singapore!!! :D

1) Raised in: singaporeeee.

2) Your full name: Cassandra Chen Zi Lin!!! ;)

3) Birthdate: 27 sep 1991

4) Any siblings: didi

5) Oldest of them all: ME!

6) Hair color: chao tah!

7) Hair length: super long ah!!! [time to cut cut cut]

8) First school: bethesda kindergarten bedok!!

10) Favorite color: orange yellow etc

11) Mood: sian~ haiz [sigh a million times]

12) College: PIONEER! [its freaking far from my house 27 mrt stops]

13) Height: shhh.. im still growing

14) Lefty/Righty: RIGHTY!!

15) Do you remember your first "real" relationship? never had one to start with yo~

16) Do you believe in a thing called love? why not?

17) Shortest relationship? never knew you could count such things eh~~

18) Have you ever been heartbroken: hmmm~

19) Do you love someone right now: whowhowho?!

20) Have you ever fallen for a friend: hmmm~

21) Are you afraid of commitment?: guess so.. dunno

22) Do you believe in love at first sight? in actual fact, not really.. its more like.. love at long sight [dont get what i mean.. too bad]

THIS OR THAT:

1) Love or Money: love bah~

2) Coffee or alcohol: if i mix them? lol. both but dont really drink them

3) One nightstands or relationships: relationships..

5) Pepsi or Coke: sprite with ice lemon tea!! LOL.. coke?

6) Wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night out, wild night in [have a party]. LOL!

7) Phone or in Person: face to face

HAVE YOU EVER:

1) Have you ever been caught sneaking out: i havent sneaked out before..

2) Have you ever skinny dipped: LOLLLLL

3) Have you ever been on a house boat: i guess not

4) Have you ever finished an entire jawbreaker: ???

5) Have you ever colored your hair: i wish....

6) Have you ever been streaking? ???????

7) Are your parents still married: YESSSS!!!!

DO YOU:

1) Do you get depressed about things easily? depends.. [but i dont show it]

2) Do you live life to the fullest? isn't that how we're suppose to be???

3) Are you comfortable with the way you look:? its alright bah [its alright its ok CLOTHES, turns into crazy cheerleader]

4) How do you dress? like a guy [when casual] with dress [occassionally] with skirt [when i go to sch]

5) Are you scared of growing old alone: maybe...

6) Favorite season: DURIAN!!! yummy~

2008-10-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

2008-09-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!
thanks for all the lovely birthday wishes over the weekends and even up till now! really thanks you all, even if your my JC, sec, pri, tuition fren, or just a person i've met before! haha;)

270908
had lunch with my family at Shangri-La hotel's restaurant, The Line. wow. food is super good and fresh, i think its been my 3rd time there and its standard is still as good as ever. LOL. shall try to upload pics from my mom's camera, if can!

280908
watched FORMULA 1's FIRST NIGHT RACE on TV.. omg! it was a good one.. seriously. it was super exciting ah.. i really wanna bang my head on the wall when we saw the FERRARI incidents! omg. MASSA and his 'tail' of fuel hose.. argh. and his fren who crashed his wheel into the wall.. WHY FERRARI?? haiyo. anyway. congrats to FERNANDO ALONSO of RENAULT

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last promo paper-H2 Physics MCQ!!! woohoo~~ was damn happy its all over! the class celebrated my birthday at the canteen! thanks 08s15.. thanks even more to HEXAGONERS for the super duper nice hand made shirt! thanks so much!

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today was a fun day at ECP! with peeps from 08s15! it was seriously lots of fun on the beach and all too~~ freesbie! volleyball! cycling! roller-blading! I CAN ROLLER BLADE! damn fun man. really will look forward for A CLASS CHALET! i shall do my best in organising one.. shall wait for amantha to upload loads of pics den i shall blog more!

2008-09-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
[shall blog more next time!]

2008-09-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

100 truths about me!
[i love these types of quizzes]

ARE YOU:
►Perfect: no one is... LOL
►Tall: hmmm.. wish to be TALLER!
►In your pajamas: SMART
►Left handed: RIGHT RIGHT!

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LAST
►Friend you saw: taufik
►Talked to on the phone: julia
►Person to text you: amantha
►Is today better than yesterday? hmmm.. i think tmr will be better

FAVORITE:
►Number: 5
►Color: ORANGE
►Food: anything edible
►Place: world of music

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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? ask myself 'should i continue sleeping?'
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? JC PROMO PAPERS!
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters? hmm.. The Dark Knight
Q: Where is the last place you went? cousin's house for bday party
Q. Do you smile a lot? YEAH!
Q: Do you wish upon stars? HAHA.. yes yes
Q: Are you a friendly person? hehe. you can say that
Q: Where did you sleep last night? on my bed.. LOL. where else?
Q: Why did you sleep there? cos. its comfy and its the right place to sleep at!
Q: When was the last time you cried? yesterday! -sobs-
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed? stupid delivery man. thank goodness im ok
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great? 7... it used to be 9
Q: What do you hear right now? keyboard typing sound & my fan noise. LOL
Q: Does anything hurt you right now? the thought of promos
Q: What's your favorite month? SEPTEMBER!
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EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now? HAHA.. im missing a whole bunch
Are you single? yeah. single to mingle!
Are you tired? tired of mugging
Are your parents still married? YAH! it shall always stay that way
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BASICS:
-Real name? Cassandra!
-Age? 6 more days to my 17th bday! [270991]
-Eye color? Dark brown

-Male or female? Fe-male [Iron-male].. HAHAHA!
-Crushing? for me to know for you to find out!

-Smart? hehe. OK LA!
-Sweats or Jeans? JEANS YO..
-Phone or Camera? phone with camera
-Health freak? hmmm. not really. LOL
-Righty or lefty? to the right to the right~
-smoke or drink? smoke?[NEVER] drink?[occassionally]

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FIRSTS:
►First best friend? Nathasa Green
►First award? Good Progress Award [Primary school]
►First enemy? cant recall
►First pet? fish~
►First vacation? USA-disney land

CURRENTLY:
►Eating? hazelnut biscuits
►Drinking? Green Tea
►Listening to? nothing. my heartbeat. LOL
►Plans for tommorow? try to mugggg
►Waiting for? Promos to be OVER!

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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? EYES
►Shorter or taller? Taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? romantically spontaneous. LOL
►Sensitive or loud? hmmm... not too loud.. not overly sensitive
►Hook-up or in a relationship? ???

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HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? how hard is hard???
►Lost glasses/contacts? yup
►Ran away from home? nope. ever had thoughts of it before
►Broken someone's heart? i think so... but mine was no better
►Been arrested? hell no!

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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? HAHA.. hmmm.. err.. hehe.. maybe. but im not sure
►Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? life is alright, except the promos part!

2008-09-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

ever encountered a near-death experience? well. i had. today.

actually this encounterment didnt affect me that much, until i realised how serious it was.
it all began like this:

at 8.00pm, my family just got out of the downtown east NTUC [at ehub!] so we were walking home, and decided to walk down the normal way.
i'm the one who usually walks the fastest in the family, so my dad, mom and bro were lagging behind.

around 8.10pm, we were at the trafficlight, waiting to cross. so when i saw the green man lit up, i happily took a few steps forward. i was in the midst of all the stationary cars, then i stopped, cos my family was lagging, as usual. but stopping to look back, actually saved my life! cos if i didnt stop, a speeding 'colour-blind' delivery motorbike would have crashed into me, and i wouldnt be typing this entry now. i mean. OMG! the green man is lit and the freaking trafficlight is RED! what's that bloody delivery man's problem. dang that idiot! f***ing moron[ok. too vulgar] trying to kill me? i haven't fufilled wishes and dreams yet, and your attempting murder. argh! reckless retarded motorcyclist. if you are colour blind dont drive, you idiot! and i havent celebrated my 17th birthday! how dare you crush my hopes!

after it happened, i was just cursing and all [didnt know whats wrong with me] suddenly, when we finally crossed the road. i just broke down... seriously. i serously thougt back about the incident and realised if i took one more step further... [you know whats next] cried all the way home, with my family with me.. haiz. sobs

i guess... life is really full of dangers, every turn you take is of risk. you may never know when life ends. i'll really live my life to the fullest, and so should all of you out there. take care. -sobs-

2008-08-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEANE!

alright. the PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS are coming, in about 2 weeks time.
start: 18 september
end: 29 september [ahh.. 2 days after my bday]
i must really work hard to get 100% promotion [ok taufik?]

another reason im working hard for promos is that, cos i know, after that i can finally see DBSN once more and celebrate a belated 17th birthday with them! i miss them so much. i miss ppl singing korean and jap songs with me all day long and never get bored.
DBSN WHERE ARE YOU ALL?

THE SINGLES! are gonna perform for teachers' day 2008... yup. we're singing a medly of songs in a capella version. sure hope the teachers will like it. [i guess i cant go back to SAC this friday, cos by the time i go there from PJC -chua chu kang to bedok-, all the teachers would have left already]

2008-08-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

What Cassandra Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun

2008-08-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

Thinking

i kept wondering to myself these days
thoughts i couldnt erase
couldnt rephrase
or thoughts even i couldnt replace

i want to find an answer
but would anyone know?
its deep within me
hidden like buried snow

i tried not to think
but what could i do?
your smile appears before me
like deja vu

i smile at the thought of you
i giggle too
the times we had
the times we played a fool

i want this to go on
no matter how long
accompany for each other
you and me along

what are your thoughts?
i really yearn to know
i'll wait for that day
when our thoughts ought to display

one more last thing
before i end this
that time we first sang
was like our first kiss

[just a random poem by me cos i felt poetic at this time]

2008-07-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

haiz. i hate it when im sick. went to see the doctor yesterday. my fever since saturday did come down but i was still unwell. my nose was blocked [100% blocked] i think its gonna drop out soon. had no voice today [cant sing during choir :( cant sing kasar, so i became choir's metronome] HAHA! whole body like super uncomfortable. hong da and wei hao are also sick. i guess someone must have passed it to either wei hao or me, then we passed it through drinking of water [cos weihao always drink my water]. even wei ren is getting sick already. haiz. take care everyone drink lots of water!

[everyone misses neil! haha. without neil, our it 'genius' is gone!]

2008-07-20T17:47:00.002+08:00

[200708]
alright. i feel kinda terrible. had fever since 190708. but i still went for the YWD SOKA formation day today. went with pnelope and her frens, so yah.

[next week]
neil aka ddddover is leaving for scotland on 210708 for 3 weeks! oh man! we're so gonna miss him. NEIL, 08S15 IS GONNA MISS YOU! oh man. no one to disturb me in class anymore... haha. have a safe trip!

2008-07-13T16:32:00.003+08:00

alright. never really updated about my life, cos its been real tiring these few days. haha. i have both good and bad news. which one shall we hear first?

i'll just give the good news first then...
PJChoir 2008 has a new exco and music com. woohoo~

President: Cassandra [me;)]

V.P [admin]: Jerlynn
Secretary: Taufik
Treasurer: Sheau Jyu
Welfare: Izni
Logistics: Yi Ji
Publicity: Jeremy & Mary Jane

V.P [music]: Eunice
Sop SL: Shu Ling
Alto SLs: Clarissa & Ai Ling
Tenor SLs: He Xun & Yi Siew[helping tenors]
Bass SLs: Keane & Tedmond

*To my dear exco and music com, lets work hard for PJChoir! we have lots of projects to plan for 2008 and beyond. jia you!

ok. now the bad news: MYE results
H2 SUBJECTS
MATHS- S
CHEM- U
PHYSICS- D

H1 SUBJECTS
GP- B [the only thing that im proud of...]
CHI- D
CSE- D

please halp me do my PW survey
THANKS!

2008-07-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

i got back my MYE results. haiz. shall talk about it some other time.

RANDOM MP3 QUIZ [decided to do this, cos i couldnt do amantha's quiz(cant cut and paste the quiz questions)]

The Rules.
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

1) How are you feeling today?
beautiful life-DBSK
-life today can be deemed as beautiful in certain aspects only. haha;)

2) Will you get far in life?
love sick-Ft island
-will i get love sick in life? oh my!

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
drive-DBSK
-hmmm. i guess its a dbsk song, so my besties[DBSN] will like it bah~ driving spirit in life!

4) What is the story of your life?
forever love[inst.]-DBSK
-hmmm. i guess love will always remain but with emptiness [no voices]

5) What was high school like?
destiny-ss501
-high school was funky, upbeat and exciting. destiny to be like ss501's song

6) How can you get ahead with life?
replay-SHINee
-replay on my past, to get forward in life. LOL!

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
greeting[insa]-Hero jaejoong
-our first greeting? the first time we met:)

8) Describe your grandparents
hug [jap. accapella]-DBSK
-i wanna hug them, esp my grandma! i miss my late grandpa]

9) How's your life going?
no pain no gain[inst.]-DBSK
-I BETTER WORK HARD! cos its no pain no gain~

10) What will be played at my funeral?
begin-DBSK
-i'll be prepared to begin a new life again...

11) Will you have a happy life?
catch the shooting star-CSJH the grace
-i'll catch the shooting star and wish upon it for a happy life!

12) What do your friends really think of you?
stay with me tonight[accapella]-DBSK
-haha. they think that im so fun that they wanna stay with me tonight!!!

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
where is the love?-B.E.P
-i dunno. but if they lust, then WHERE IS THE LOVE?

14) How can you make yourself happy?
rock this house-super junior
-when i come in and ROCK THIS HOUSE!!![zzzaaannnggg~ electric guitar]

15) Will you ever have children?
style[jap]-se7en
-yup. and my kid[s] will be like se7en. i'll him/her STYLE [cool eh~]

16) What song would you strip to?
rokugo- super junior T
-errr... omg! haha. rokugo rokugo rokugo malhaebah!

17) What does your mom think of you?
she is-clazziquai [kim sam soon ost]
-i think she'll think,'she is...'

18) What is your deep, dark secret?
proud-DBSK
-im proud to not really have any deep dark secret

19) What is your enemy's theme song?
Are you ready?-super junior
-Are you ready? bring it on, yo!

20) Whats your personality like?
no air-jordin sparks ft chris brown
-im strong and determined, that i make ppl around end up with no air

21) What will be played at your wedding?
propose-andy
-my hubby will sing and propose it to me!

22) Which song would you have sex to?
beautiful you-DBSK
-errr. ok~

23)What song would you scream to suddenly when you have fits?
breaking free-HSM [zac and vanessa]
-screaming:'IM BREAKING FITS!'

2008-06-26T22:07:00.004+08:00

MYE 2008 IS A KILLER [THANKS TO H1/H2 JC1 SYLLABUS]
im only 2/3 way through my MYE... HWAITING.

4 DOWN
~~H1 GENERAL PAPER~~
~~H2 CHEMISTRY~~
~~H1 CHINA STUDIES IN ENGLISH~~
~~H1 CHINESE~~

2 MORE TO GO
H2 MATHEMATICS [270608]
H2 PHYSICS [300608]

AHHHHHHH! i think by the time i finish i would have died... blame it all on myself. unable to concentrate on studying for the whole june hols ever since i came back from LTC camp[before that, i was super dilligent]. [see la, caz!] i forgot to put in 1 IMPORTANT point for my CSE essay. die la. i never put in the point that the one child policy in china will cause GENDER IMBALANCE! ROAR~! damn it... ahhh. i went on ranting about how it'll change the citizens characters from having confucianism values to western values... WHAT WAS I DOING... ok. at least its MYE. if one child policy comes out for A LEVELS, I DIE DIE MUST REMEMBER!

woooo~ A LEVEL H1 CHINESE ORAL EXAMINATION... 040708... CONGRATULATIONS AH! omg. i seriously have too much KOREAN INFLUENCE~ i have 'mouth disease' [DBSN should know what it means]... but still my chinese is not that bad eh;) my reading is still OK! HANBONDO, OK?

2008-06-15T14:53:00.003+08:00

father's day?
i dont see a point in celebrating father's day. mother's day. or anything that has to do with my family. my family is just one super weird thing. i try to understand them but then it just never works. my parents are just so fake. argh. i really dont want to say this but. i just cant keep it in any longer. i try not to despise them but i just cant help it anymore.

having a dad who PURPOSELY rejects your calls cos he knows your going to ask,'mummy is asking where are you'. having a mom who keeps pestering you to call him[ as if he will answer]. she even gets angry cause she sees no 'effort' in me calling him [hello! i called 5 times already].
dad's sms to me: your looking for me?
my sms: mummmy is looking for you
dad's sms: COULDN'T CARE LESS
WTF! WHAT THE F***!im seriously that pissed. damn it.
den when he finally answered the call
dad: what?
me: why you never ans my call? mummy is looking for you!
dad: i dont care.
me: [WTF] WHERE ARE YOU?
dad: outside
me: where ah?
dad: [hangs up]

then i went tell my mom that he just hung up on me, without explaining where he was and stuff. i was super pissed. and you know what she said to me?
'why are you,as a daughter, getting so angry over your dad over small matters?'
WTF! i have a screwed up family... this is way i prefer to spend time with my friends than with my family. i dont feel wanted at all. its all so superficial. i want to lead my own life. i cant stand this anymore.

2008-06-12T15:23:00.002+08:00

let the pictures do the talking;)
LTC CAMP 2008

WE ARE GROUP 1!
members: volleyball- mr yaw, joash, amantha, erin, zuokun
astronomy- ying jie, jasline
choir- cassandra[me], eunice
SC- siew cheng[alumni/facilitator], dae kyung, constance, xueli, edwin

2008-06-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

IM BACK FROM MY LTC CAMP!

[DAY 1 - 020608] 3 days 2 nights
its day one of LTC[leadership training camp]camp! was really excited about it. i had to wake up super early in order to reach school by 7.15am! ahhh. took the same train as weiren [but only met in JE]. weiren's bag was smaller than mine! and lighter [envious]. LOL. headed to school and saw the OBS ppl setting off to pulau ubin [5 days 4 nights. good luck!]

xueli handed out orange strips of cloth. it was like a GANDHI IDENTITY! woohoo~ our group is called GANDHI[named after famous leaders] i was really very excited but then most ppl looked forward to the end of the camp[damn saddening] erin was not feeling well. ying jie was late![he also didnt come for the pre-camp briefing] ying jie turned out to be the super scary [i thought unfriendly] guy i met at orientation when playing a game. but he turned out different. haha. went to labrador adventure camp site and was greeted with the absorbent mind facilitators. GANDHI's facil was siew cheng [alumni of PJC, 5th student council- pub co]. first day was mainly in the hall, writing learning more on theory and stuff.

carried on to TUG-OF-WAR. there are 10 grps. so 1-5 then 6 -10. i almost died! i was infront pulling... but thanks to the guys and erin. they were damn good! they managed to score 2 points! tied with another team. so there were 2 FIRST PLACE POSITIONS. haha.

[shall continue tmr..]

2008-05-18T23:16:00.013+08:00

i haven't been blogging recently. seriously too busy and all. reaching home only at 8-9 plus these days cos of college day rehearsal and PJChoir preparing for the WE[wild empire] concert! ahhhhh. i need to sell 4 tickets!
PJChoir/ wild empire / crescent girls' choir concert:
-31st may 2008 [saturday]
-NUS, Yong Siew Toh Conservatory Hall
-$15/tix
-7.30pm [free seating]
-PLEASE CONTACT ME if you want any tickets! [i desperately need to sell them]

[020508-030508] PJChoir day camp
we are GROUP 5 [the wackiest dance choreo tem. CREME OF THE CRAP]

THATS ME [during the water games]

PJChoir!

PJChoir's beloved J2 seniors!
PJChoir camp was fun! i was the leader of group 5 and my members just rock! Taufik, Jeremy, Hyena [half korean, i get to speak korean in sch now!], Mabel, Sweekee, Zi Ying, Carina, Shi Jun and ME!

if you havent seen me in my choir costume! [its a white gown!]

just some pics after choir in mpr5!
keane.me.taufik

taufik and i [the choreo team's crazy duo!] now taufik and i are in the 'beauty and the beast' song craze [thanks to taufik's little cousin!] LOL!

taufik.xiao ju.keane

[it may seem weird to some ppl. but i just hope what ms haridas told me was true...]

2008-04-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

lots of things happened last week [especially on thursday and friday]. haiz. i don't know what to say. maybe i was wrong about someone. maybe i didn't know that person well enough [cos like he always said before, it takes one to know one]. i need to understand my people better. i want to talk about it, but all that person does was push us away. why? i know we all came from different backgrounds but. but since we're all here at pjc, shouldn't we support each other? why do i see all of us as being so superficial at times. i guess it takes time, since we've known each other only for a while [i shall wait:)]

not only that. i need to do better in my studies. my tests all suck. i've been failing so badly! [its only the beginning right?] i shall work hard for my MID YEAR and PROMOS and A LEVEL CHINESE! i must JIA alot of YOU!

[260408]
celebrated the twins birthday and went for MAYDAY concert with beverly, yt, chang yong and edwin [saw this girl that looked like charzzy!(from the back)] shall update next time [since i need to hurry my PROJECT WORK [PRELIMINARY IDEAS] and i have CHEM TEST on 280408]

2008-04-19T22:39:00.006+08:00

some more pictures in school ;) neil [catching/bickering buddy] and his ACS. julia.T and i love banana peach [sweet]! during CT lesson [a class thats tired and half dead]!

we are PJC's 08s15!!!

2008-04-19T16:41:00.012+08:00

im here to upload lots of pics!!! [courtesy of amantha's camera, namings by me]
08S15
wei hao [class manager] posing at the mrt station [amantha and i witnesssed it!!]

class outing on the 040408

2008-04-06T22:14:00.001+08:00

[060408]
wow. PJChoir concert coming up next saturday. ahhh. my first concert! woohoo. actually. PJChoir is invited to sing there. so yah. its at NAFA [Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts]. starts at 8pm. anybody wanna go? LOL. $15 per tix ;) hehe. cant wait.

LIFE COULDN'T GET BETTER~

2008-04-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

let me say this first. im not feeling emo. im just going through alot of deep thoughts these days...

what if...
what if i hadn't gone to PJC? would i have met new people?
what if the twins and i had all gone to the same school? will i be more opened?
what if i had gone to poly? would i enjoy it?
what if i moved to the west? will i lose contact with DBSN?
what if i wasn't in 08s15? would i be a different person?
what if i didn't join choir? would life be a bore?
what if i was too dominant? would i turn complacent?
what if 08s15 was different? would schooling still be the same?
what if everyone was able to look with an open heart? would life be living in lies?
what if my friends despised someone? would i still stand by that person's side?
what if i hurt someone's feelings? will we still be friends?
what if i can't do well as welfare? what would happen to 08s15?
what if the tolerance level of people was at its limit? would a confrontation occur?
what if you change someone? would you still know that person?
what if someone changes too easily? will you be ready to believe that person?
what if i had pursued a musical career? would i be happier?
what if fun from this world disappeared? would i rejuvenate it?
what if i reached my limit? would i break down?
what if i hadn't had the courage to talk to guys? would i be an introvert?
what if everything i thought was a lie? could i have thought too much?

*************************************************************************************
i passed my GRAD 5 PIANO PRAC with DISTINCTION!!

2008-04-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

[i got it from an e-mail] REFLECTIONS

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

2008-03-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

JC life is getting tougher and tougher, with all the unknown formulae. Teachers wanting you to read up the lecture notes before lecture. Try the tutorial questions before lecture. Its crazy. I dont understand. I'll keep going on.

[270308]
During GP. It was very funny. Each group had to do a presentation. So, my group members were brinthen, kugun, cherry, suzy and I. yup.
[During presentation]
Brinthen: Alright. Now i'll let my... cherry take over with the reasons.
The whole class was like. WAAAA. BRINTHEN! YOUR CHERRY AH! lol. damn funny. the class kept teasing them for the whole day. LOL.

Although there was no PE. Neil just made me chase after him [as though i was having PE] yup. It all started in the library. cos the history ppl were having 1.5 hrs of lesson while for the china studies ppl, it was a long break. so we went to the library to study. haha. we were studying for physics test. so as restless and bored as i always am. i took out my orange coloured post-it thingy to play [actually i wanted to write notes on it, but as you know play comes first]. later, neil asked for the post-it and he started playing with it [his also another restless person]. so break was over. CSE ppl made their way to the physic class room.

when neil and i were on our way out of the library. he still hadn't returned me the post-it. lol. so i chased after him at the cafe. we were like small kids playing catching ah. lol. cant help it [we're always like that. either chasing, bickering, teasing. you name it] when i caught hold of him by his blouse, he ran away again.

I chased with weihao's hockey stick at the locker area [just to get back a post-it]. after that i ran up to the 2nd floor. tied my hair and continued the run to the 4th floor. he was the first CSE person to reach the classroom. the history ppl were there! when neil saw me, he immediately stood up and shifted away [still determined not to return my post-it]. haiyo.

so after physics. some of us were still hanging out in the class and stuff talking about photocopying stuff. then. neil was holding the post-it in his hand. everywhere he walked. i walked closer to him. then. he ran for it. he ran out of class and i ran after him. we ran around half of the 4th level then back into the class again, pushing away anything that blocked our way. yup. [catching again.] kugun and weiren were looking at us chase each other ah.
neil and i: [running]
kugun: eh eh. 2 more rounds to go. [pretending like it was PE] LOL!
i finally got it back when neil left it on the top of the class door...

wilson flew to school by cab. he actually came back for the amazing physics trial's dry run. only to find out that it ended. so suzy passed him his hw and all. and we headed to the busstop together. lol. wilson brought his cube again. lol.

weiren, kugun [victorian] , wilson and i [SACian] were talking about some swimming pool while walking to the bus stop. i wasn't walking with my head turned front cos i was looking at the 'swimming pool' thingy. then neil [ACSian] just had to purposely stick his hand out. i almost banged into him ah! LOL. then he used his tennis ball to hit on my head. wilson lent me his rubik's cube to hit on his head. lol. muahaha. nut i think i hit it quite hardly. SORRY!

[280308]
did chem practical today. titration. yup. it was something like PURE CHEM stuff and all. yeah. i did it quite slowly [even took the wrong pipette, which most ppl did. took the 10 cm^3 instead of the 25sm^3]. yup. wasnt reading the instructions. whenever neil passes by my bench he would use one of his equipments to dunno do what. lol. once, i walked over to the other side to put back the burette. then meil was waiting over at my bench with deionised water in his hands... i immediately took a bottle of deionised water. and we were like trying to spray each other wet.
neil: [stopped me] eh eh. iwasnt spraying water
me: you were!
neil: i wasnt... it looked like i was. but i didnt

2008-03-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

[240308]
school was fun today [as usual]. i can never get enough of 08s15. i had lots of time during the train ride to choa chu kang mrt. so i decided to draw a few class logos and back prints for the shirts and stuff. yup. i just randomly drew it. haha.

wilson was supposed to wear specs today! i guess we both forgot about it. haha. [he's gonna wear it tmr cos he owes me one] why does he owe me? cos during physics, i wanted to change my ans for practical when i saw a mistake, but then wilson collected it already. so i asked him to return it. but he didnt. and i got 7/8 [i could have gotten 8/8]. YAH! [its alright wilson:)] HAHA.

whenever i hear 'click' 'click' 'click' sounds. i'll know that its either wilson or neil fiddling with the rubik's cube behind me. LOL. their lame la. very funny.

today during class, we were passing around tidbits! super duper funny! its like one after another. first its the cod fish snack thingy [one strand type], then its m&m, then its sour plums. LOL. cool class eh? thats why i love my class so much. we're so bonded [we dont have cliques]. we are in a whole 08S15!

2008-03-22T18:58:00.001+08:00

[220308]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN SHENG!
jie mei gang will always love you!

2008-03-19T17:18:00.010+08:00

at first. i thought that i wouldn't be able to mix well with the guys in my class [since i was in an all-girls-school for 10 years]. yup. but it turned out quite alright. we have 2 guys in our class that are crazy about the RUBICS CUBE! thats wilson and neil. thay are also the IMPACT SWEET GUYS! they love to eat impact so much! LOL.

[180308]
many funny things had happened on 180308. neil was from ACS barker or independant, cant remember [for 10 years?]. see, just like me, in a single gender school for 10 years. so we were sitting beside each other during china studies in english [CE]. HAHA. so when class ended we had to greet the teacher.
neil and i: thank you mr chan, my god bless you everyday [neil was mumbling the my god bless you part] then neil and i were like [looked at each other]. super funny. i still miss saying the may god bless you everyday. haha.

so after that. a few of us [amantha, malvin, neil, wei ren, kugun and brinthen] went back together and took a bus to CCK [choa chu kang] MRT. malvin was like doing a pole dance on the bus! cos we stood in the middle of those super long bus and malvin was clinging onto the pole and he went up and down cos the bus was jerking alot. HAHA.

so took the mrt with neil, wei ren and kugun [from VS]. their like so lucky cos they dont live at far as i do. neil lives at dover, wei ren at tiong bahru and kugun at redhill. usually the 4 of us go home together. neil loves to irritate me by going ppppaaasssiiirrr rrrriiiisss. oh man. so far. [LOL] the 4 of us were like mad ppl on the train cos we were talking about super lame stuff. we really couldnt stop laughing! even when neil went off. kugun, wei ren and i still couldn't stop. LOL.

[190308]
alright. so school was fun today. cos there was only maths, china studies [in english], PE and CT homeroom time. my combi is MCP [maths. chemistry. physics] H1: china studies in english. 08S15 rocks! really. i love them so much. their so fun to be with.

we had try-out napfa test 2.4km and incline pull ups [girls] / pull ups [guys]. most of the guys could do only 0 to 2 pull ups. but ming soon and neil [there was 1 more but i couldnt remember] did like 7 pull ups. SO COOL! the girls were no better cos when we did the incline pull ups, no one can support out legs! we were sliding and sliding.

so we were running for 2.4 km. my timing was real bad. 16.40min. i must train real hard! [i ran/jogged all the way without stopping! woohoo]

during CT time we had our class com selection. neil was practically volunteering himself to be class manager aka class chairman. LOL. so funny. he had this towel around his neck even when he was wearing his school u.
me: neil, why do you still have the towel around your neck? pe is over!
neil: why not?
me: why yes?
neil: im asking you why not?
me: then why yes?
neil: then why yes?
me: because you asked me why not.
[its really lame. but we're always like that]

so there are 5 class com ppl and alot of subject reps. 6 ppl were chosen to be in the class com. wei hao, amantha, neil, kugun, julia kee and i. yup [didnt really expected to be called out by the class].
mr tan: ok. these 6 ppl go somewhere now. dont peek.
me: ok, we'll just look by the window. we wont peek
so neil and i stood at the window. LOL. later, we went to the toilet.

after 10 mins. the results were out.

CLASS COMMITTEE
class manager: wei hao
assistant class manager: amantha
welfare: me
treasurer: neil
secretary: kugun

after that we decided on the subject reps.

SUBJECT REPS
GP: suzy
chinese: ming soon
chemistry: malvin
physics: wilson [i sabotaged him. LOL. sorry!]
maths: julia kee
PE: julia tan and brinthen
IT: brandon
china studies [CE]: wei ren
history: yu ping [?] im not sure
PW: hong da

2008-03-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

[160308]
after reading so many of charzzy's fan fics. SONG OF THE RAIN II and im gonna get ya. i decided to write one! haha. please check it out and comment

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/DBSN/

2008-03-08T17:01:00.003+08:00

[080308]
alright. im here to blog about my new life in PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE! yup. its fun-filled and many new people came into my life. im grateful to them. especially my 姐妹GANG! lol. i also got into CHOIR! SOPRANO 2. YEAH!

姐妹GANG: lynne, Ming Ying [MY], wee how, yuan sheng, tze yu, li min, jie ying, dian, amalina, me! although its called 姐妹GANG but wee how and yuan sheng are guys. LOL. THEIR NOT GAY OK? our only brothers in the 姐妹GANG. we celebrated wee how's birthday on 070308! i had to wake up at 0445 to reack choa chu kang MRT station at 0630. yup. so 姐妹GANG [without lynne and MY, cos they couldn't make it] went to his flat downstairs to give him a surprise! we bought cakes, an IP zone t-shirt and BOXERS! [i'll upload the pics next time!] then we walked to school together.
weehow and i always relate to this phrase 'rain's coming down [with actions]' [its a long story]

i also got my CT class yesterday. its 08S15! yeah! haha. the class is quite balanced cos the ratio to boys and to girls are about the same. lucky us [other classes simply have too many boys or too many girls]. we had break together and sat in the canteen like an OG group [joing for tables together and eating as a class] we seemed to be the only class that did that. WELL DONE ~ EXCELLENT. LOL.

yesterday i went for GJH comtech company dinner. its a company dinner at kuishin-bo for those who worked at the comtech fair. i worked for 4 days. HAHA. alot of ppl were there. my dad, me, kenny [rain], aileen, dennis, keith, hai shan, joey, alvin, etc were there. yup. dennis kept teasing me and kenny. arrgghh. dunno what happened to him that day. LOL. really eh.

02 orientation OG 24 pictures
1. newcastle striker [weicong] with girls [spectator] keane [ goalie] guys [players]
2. evolution of pionners

2008-02-24T15:31:00.009+08:00

[210208 & 220208] orientation day 2 & 3 [the finale]
OG 24! PJC! HIP HIP HURRAY! I LOVE YOU ALL. i've grown attached to PJC just over 3 days! I SO DONT WANT TO APPEAL OUT NOW! but PJC is too far... I LOVE PJC. [i was wrong about it in the beginning]

[210208] LET THE GAMES BEGIN!
it was the station games day. super FUN and PAINFUL at the same time. i got injured so many times [i should have bought insurance]! LOL.

game#1: chair scissors paper stone
so we went to play this chair game under the hot sun. WOW! there was about 13 chairs [for suju] there. so each OG was split into 2. we had 18 so 9 each. another OG also have 9 ppl. the game goes like this, we are suppose to slide across the chairs each OG from each end then when we meet we have to SPS [scissors paper stone] if you loose you teammate takes over then you'll have to wait behind. so i was super shuay that day! i lost dunno how many times. and the station masters put water on the chairs!! LOL. one time i lost, i banged into jiajie. it was damn hard. [i think i broke my chin and he dislocated his shoulder] damn pain

game#2: driver and tanker
the driver was supposed to bomb ppl with water bombs which the [blind folded] tankers take. i was the tanker then ting hai was the driver. it was chaos [i tell you]. we were at the grass area and i was constantly being bombed at. LOL. super wet.

game#3: PICTURES TIME!
we are given 10 words so we are supposed to be creative and take them within 15 mins. i'll upload the pics next time. a picture means a thousand words.

LUNCH BREAK:
we sat together in a long table for lunch. our OG 24 is still kind of part male part female. guys on the left with one girl inside then girls were on the right [i was in the middle]. LOL. so we started talking about animals [Aleen, wei cong, jiajie and I]. Aleen was telling us how her aunt's fish and cat committed suicide during CNY. so weicong was asking wasnt the cat suppose to survive from falls off a building? all of us was like LOL. Aleen ate rabbits and dogs before. we were all so grossed out. -shivers- she still likes it. oh. Aleen said that after you eat dogs you body will feel hot. suddenly, my lame generator in my brain activated. i said: no wonder it called HOT DOGS! [RE GOU in chinese] everyone burst out laughing! HAHA.

game#4: thrash bag water bomb
the game goes like this. two ppl to one thrash bag and the whole OG forms a long line and their suppose to pass the water bomb, thrash bag to thrash bag. simple. but we never got more than 2 water bombs unburst. yeah. pathetic. so did the other teams.

game#5: couple running game
we were supposed to stand in a circle and hold hands [one guy one girl, alternate] if the OGL 'cuts' your hand you and your partner will have to run around the circle then faster join in again. all in all, there will be 2 couples running. this game is scary. its also super funny. cos alot of us LAG [SLOW REACTION]. it took us 5 secs to realise we had been 'cut'. LOL. so there was one time me and ting hai ran. opposing team was koonlay and daniel. omg. when we intersected. all 4 of us banged into each other. the impact was so big i thought i died. LOL. our OGL jian lin decided to play too. so the whole OG kept picking on him and making him do forfeit and stuff. LOL. jian lin told us that we cannot anyhow bang into ppl's 'HUSBAND' or 'WIFE'. when it was his turn, he accidentally banged into lionel's 'WIFE', attiqah. the whole OG was like : jian lin you bang into ppl's 'WIFE'. FORFEIT FORFEIT... LOL. so he had to do the chicken dance.

CUTE DANCE and FUN DANCE:
in JC, their dances invovle boy partner girl. my partner, ting hai, went back earlier cos he went to another school to do some appeal thingy. so i partnered jun ying. the dance was nice and super funny. turn here and there. i'll show it to you next time. if there's a video:)

game#6: WAR GAME! PREPARE FOR THE INTER-CLAN WAR!!!!!
SIGMA? NOT SICK LA! super fun. each clan have 5 OGs. so there will be water bombs and ppl wearing news paper. the clan with the driest ppl wins. i wasnt the news paper person but the attacker. lynne and i refused to do it. LOL. weicong was super funny he made his shirt into a 'basket' and put the water bombs inside. daniel: i tell you ah. if one person punch your stomach, all your water bombs will just BURST. LOL. so SIGMA tried their best to protect the newspaper ppl but they were all wet. i was all wet cos i tried to use my hand to catch the water bombs but then it burst straight into me. LOL.

[shall update about the camp fire soon] PJC & MJC ROCKS!
PJC MOTTO: WHILE I LIVE, I LEARN

MJC VALUES: COURAGE PURPOSE CHARACTER

2008-02-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

[200208]
IM SO FREAKING TIRED!!

[PJC = PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE] ORIENTATION DAY 1...
woke up at 0530 today. super early!! want to know why. because i had been posted to PJC [which on the other end of singapore. yeah. i live in pasir ris and its in choa chu kang] cos when i was searching for my JC, my mom and i didnt look at the location but only the cut off points [we never expected that i'd get in there] LOL.

took the train. it was almost an hour's ride. sooooooo boring. slept through out. luckily i had SNSD's voices to accompany me throughout! on the way i saw a pioneer girl. so i decided to follow her. got off at choa chu kang mrt station and i thought she was going to take the bus or LRT. instead she walked on. i was shocked [why did i follow her...] so i hesistated to follow her, not sure of what to do i just stoned at the nearby busstop. my instinct told me RUN AFTER HER! i did. i ran after her and was super out of breathe!
me: ar. ar. are you walking to pioneer JC?
aisha [her name, she's from maldi. i think thats what it is]: yes:)
[so we walked together. it was far. . . worse than from tanah merah mrt to sacss!]

reached PJC and aisha had to go to the GO. so i went to look at the notice board for my OG group [orientation group], im in OG24. went to the hall to assemble and sit in our OG groups. while our OGL [leader] was taking attendance she came and asked : SAC right? im from sac too:) [she's breety from 4/6 last time, sorry i dont know how to spell her name]

made new friends there. but felt kind of out of place cos everyone is in cliches. have i mentioned before im the only SACian? [i think i did] im sort of used to a mix school kind of feel. its about the same eh... maybe all girl's school's girls are different? noiser? i cant cliche with the mix school girls maybe cos their a little too NIANG [girly] with the giggles and stuff. i shall just go make friends with guys then. . . YO BROTHER!!

ate sandwiche for lunch cos the canteen was so packed. then had MASS ICE BREAKERS. played the squrriel.tree game. it was so funny lah! we just go out and find random ppl to be partners. one time the squrriel was a guy then a girl and i were the tree, the squrriel was PRACTICALLY TALLER THAN THE TREES. LOL. one time the trees [us] were looking for squrriels not squrriel's looking for trees. HAHAHA! learned some PIONEER CHEERS! SUPER FUN! and performances from each house clan: ALPHA, BETA, GAMMA, DELTA, SIGMA, TETHA

later i had to leave early to go for the audition for MJC's CO! left PJC at 1400. actually i really dont mind going to PJC. its really a nice school with mice and funny ppl. its simply too far.

ME: i need to leave early today cos i need to appeal
JL [OGL]: why? to where?
ME: MJC
JL [OGL]: OH. where do you stay?
ME: i stay in pasir ris
JL [OGL]: HUH? wah. you win lah you! [super shocked eyes]

OG24 [SIGMA CLAN]:bretty, kene, JL [OGL]. JC1: fatin, zhi xin, lynn, christra, wei chong, jia jie, kelvin, klara [sits next to me:)], daniel, aaron, shajini, hema, betrika, koon lay

APPEALS!!!
-Tampines JC online appeal submitted. i heard there were 100 ppl who appealed[omona!]

-Meridian JC. CCA Audition [200208]
i went for the audition today. i was seriously totally unprepared! i had no scores [which i wanted to 'steal' from the school but they had CAMP CORRI!] i had not been playing the Double Bass for... 6 months? i tried to use my memory to play CHANG CHEN, only the first 20 bars? its quite ok cos i still had a rough idea of CHANG CHEN. whats more the bow is the small model not the big one... i hadnt been using this kinds of bow for 2 years? WOW!!

so louisa was there to appeal too:) she had her audition before mine. i also met aitng and jocelyn [4/7] there:) so i tried to practice with the bass for awhile before going in. when i went in i explained that i didnt have scores and are trying to play by memory. i dont know why. but i was just not nervous at all. there were 4 teachers and 5 seniors. seriously, i just played as if nothing was wrong. so they requested that i play another song. OMG! i decided to play WUSHU. i screwed up abit. LOL. i dont have the scores so it cant be helped.

the conversation part was the funniest! they were half the time laughing!
#1 teacher: which school have you been posted to?
ME: PJC
teacher: oh? where do you stay?
ME: pasir ris
teachers and seniors: [looks up and stared in amazment] LOL

#2 teacher: so do you know anything about MJCO?
ME: yeah. i came here for the open house before.
teacher: what did they get for SYF last year?
ME: silver [smiles]
teacher: [nods] what about your school?
ME: silver
everyone and i: [laughing]

#3 teacher: any other schools you appealed?
ME: TPJC, i heard that there are 100 pupils appealing too [hinting that you should take me in]
teacher: so was MJC your first choice?
ME: no. TPJC. MJC was my 5th choice
teacher: so if TPJC and MJC were to offer you a place. who would you choose
ME: MJC [anyone in their right mind would say that]
teacher: then why is TPJC your first choice?
ME: because my points are not really for the standard to get into MJC. so i had to put TPJC as my first choice. i really would choose MJC because i know that the school's percentage passes to university is high[good].
teacher: so its to secure a place in MJC
ME: yes[smiles:)]

[there were lots of qns. but the others are just normal questions]

went to the canteen with louisa and met aiting and jocelyn there. i decided to eat soursop de ice jelly after my long day:) shared it with louisa. she was so worried cos the other zhongruan girl auditioning played the same songs as her and even have the scores. louisa is just like me. dont have scores and are super unprepared. the teachers and seniors must be thinking that SACCO ppl go for audition dont need scores one! LOL...

HWAITING!

2008-02-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

[190208]
어떻게? 나 지금은 울고싶어요. 가슴 아파요. 나 왜 좋은 학교에 못간다? 왜? 나 너무 피곤해요. 공부 했지만 나 지금은 못해요. 왜 못해? 힘이없어요. 나 정말 괜찬을 거예요? 나는 할수있까? 나 진짜 멀라요. 나 진짜 걱정해요. 어떻게하지?

2008-02-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

[180208]
in just a few minutes. the clock will strike 12. it would be the 19 of febuary. its not someone's birthday. not an anniversary. only people who took GCE [CAMBRIDGE] O LEVELS in 2007 would await for this day. ahhhh. its the [SCHOOL POSTING] RESULTS DAY!!! the posting will be at 8. arrrggghhh!!!!! oh my. wish me luck.

2008-02-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

[140207]
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

2008-02-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

[040208]
alright. LUNAR NEW YEAR is coming soon. yippee. hope i dont gain weight during this WONDERFUL FESTIVE SEASON. HWAITING! anyway. i submitted the choice form. [quite long ago]

1. Tampines JC
2. Catholic JC
3. Jurong JC
4. Pionner JC
5. Meridian JC
6. NP [mass communication]
7. SP [media & communications]
8. TP [media & communications]
9. NP [Banking & Financial Services]
10. SP [Banking & Financial Services]
11. SP [Tourism & Resort Management]
12. NP [Tourism & Resort Management]

[030208]
anyway. happy birthday to HUI JIE!!!!!

[some pictures of HUIJIE CAMWHORING with my old phone. in the music room. LOL]

2008-01-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

[260108]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERO JAE JOONG [DBSK] SARANGHAE!

2008-01-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

[240108]
[i better not let my parents ever know about this entry, or i'll never get to see the day light tomorrow]

took my O LEVEL results today. wasnt really satisfied with my results [or should i at least be greatful that i got these results already] you wanna know why? cos seriously. i didnt take O LEVELS seriously at all. i know. its stupid. but at that time. i really didnt have the mood to study. i dont know why. but i just couldnt. suddenly all my motivation to study , POOF! haiz. so for me getting this results is already 'above-expectations'. sadly.

I DIDNT DO MY BEST [no time to cry over spilled milk]
L1R5 = 17 L1R4 = 12 CCA = 2

2008-01-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

GCE O LEVEL RESULTS TO BE RELEASED ON 24th JANUARY [THURSDAY]

i have nothing to say. . .

2008-01-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

[170108]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KANGIN! [please let your hair grow back to normal]

[180108]
i'm lazy to BLOG so i just took this off ying ting's blog.

"So, yesterday morning while I was still in my dreamland,
and sleeping like a stupid pig,
I thought I heard familiar giggles outside my room.
Despite being concious of the foreign noises,
I decided to just continue sleeping...
suddenly, my room door slammed open
and I found balloons thrown right into my face.
and just when I got up to shout at the culprit,
there stood four smiling DBSN members!

I was so damned shocked la!
and I really thought it was a dream! HAHA! that was funny shit!
I was so embarrassed cause they saw
my unglam sleeping position and not to mention,
my messsyyyy hair and my stupid just-woke-up face.
like OMG! HAHA!

so I hurriedly got up and raced for the bathroom to wash up and make my hair.
they bought me a cake and they sang me my very first 17th birthday song of the day.
Cass cooked me seaweed soup.
though its very very garlic-ky but its really delicious!
"덩생야 SEAWEED SOUP를 청말 맛있어요!
고마워!! :))"

and guess what they gave me?
THREE SUPER CUTE CALVIN KLEIN UNDERWEAR!
AND A HONEY MUSTARD PEEL MASK FROM MY FAVOURITE, FACE SHOP!
THANKS DBSN!
I'll definitely wear the underwear even though its too cute to be worn!
THANKS AGAIN!

Momo ordered Sakae Sushi takeaways for us! NICE NICE NICE!
& after that they just stayed at my place to chill & hangout with me,
while Bev went off for work.
We did really stupid things la.
Playing Uno Stacko (our way), doing quizzes from Tickles.com together,
learning to dance Purple Line (our way again) and singing!
but it was quality time spent with them.

after that Cass & the Twins went home
cause Cass had to and the Twins had to go over to their Grannys' "

2008-01-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

[120108]
WISHING CHARZZY HYUNG a BELATED HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
SARANGHAEYO! 사랑해요!

[charzzy. charzzy. charzzy and i. charzzy, me, sarah, ying ting, flora and gerogie [wow. that pic was like in 2005?]

2008-01-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

[080108]
gosh. im finally sitting down now! hurray. i shall go watch my IT STARTED WITH A KISS 2 EP3 [THEY KISSED AGAIN].

[070108/080108] DAY 1 & 2. its only the beginning of WORK
i haven't been using the computer since yesterday. cos i was working at GOH JOO HIN'S [NEW MOON] comtech warehouse sale since monday [ITS CRAZY THERE. IM SERIOUS]. before there i was doing some things at the office upstairs.

met many new friends! dionis [who is crazy about DBSK and HERO just like me], emily, jeffrice, evonne, catherine, karine, xin ru [etc] i got the job there cos my dad works in the company and they needed helpers. so all together there were poly guys [kenny aka rain, dennis, hai shan, kelvin, jia qin], they always help for these fairs and stuff, a poly girl [elean, her bf is jia qin] and me =7 helpers. had to do invoicing cos we were in charge of the credit card and nets payment. had to write the invoices out till we went mad. there were so many ppl can! arrrggghhh!

we had to stock up the stock. pack things. lots of manual job! actually this job is more for guys to do. seriously~ cos carrying of heavy things are required. i carried something weighing 20 kg [i know i may be nothing to some, but after all im still a girl] kenny was super shocked when he saw me carry the sack of rice [20 kg]. kenny: wa. you carry like nothing like that. like that im like the strongest girl there [so there's pros and cons]

we had to do some delivery too. yeah. its really hard work. its so different from ying ting and beverly's job. their much more relaxed. cos their customers dont come like water being splashed on you [meaning, very fast] pur customers come at the speed of light, they buy lots of things and we get super confused. i guess im getting the hang of it.

whenever new stocks come. we'll have to replenish it. i left it for the guys to do cos kenny said: this one let guys do. girls never mind. [ok. fine.] all the guys are friendly [although they didnt really seem like that on monday, but on tuesday everyone sort of communicate better] so they seemed friendlier.

i also learnt how to use the nets and credit card machines [its actually super easy] my temp job was supposed to end on wed. but they extended the sale till thurs. so i have to follow. but i dont mind. its actually quite fun [although i usually end up as the only girl helper. which is kind of sad. nvm, i still can talk to the guys]

THINGS YOU MUST HAVE IF YOU WORK IN GJH / FOOD FAIRS
-PAITENCE & ENDURANCE
-STRENGTH [although elean didnt really carry anything.]
-GOOD IN MATHEMATICS [careless mistakes are a big NO NO]
-POLITE
-GOOD IN SELLING THE PRODUCT [be clear and never mumble to yourself]
-SACRIFICE YOUR BREAK TIMES [actually there isnt really a break, there's only time to eat your packed lunch and off to work again]
-WILLING TO RUN AROUND OR STAND AROUND THE WHOLE DAY [you dont actually get a chance to sit]

2008-01-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA CRAZILY PICTURE BLOG!!!

[050108]
today is the last day of CHRISTMAS!!
so i changed my "blogskin" to SUPERNOVA [초신성] they come from the same company as FT island..i like SUNGMO [baby face], fourth guy from the left!
im gonna start my suoer temporary job from monday to wednesday at my dad's company [not his own company, the company he's working at. you know NEWMOON? yeah]

shall upload my pictures / neoprints:
DBSN SNOWGLOBE [although now, yt said that its smurged
DBSN [past and taken on 050108, today]
TAUHUAY GANG [recent and old ones]
christmas presents! [from dad: golden print shirt, from mom: new mp4 and turtle toy and nike water bottle, from younger bro: GIANT hersheys, from various aunts: SM TOWN 2007 SUMMER ALBUM, OP shirt, hello kitty mini vacuum cleaner [lol], mug and lots of love] to my family: a family potrait [korean wear, we took it in a studio], a self made frame] from charzzy: a 2008 SILVER PLANNER from paperchase and a card! from cherie: metal like chocolates! haha
some christmas 2007 pictures: my mom and i going crazy over red crown in the the party poppers. taka's christmas tree and my house's very own CHRISTMAS TREE AND SUPER BIG PINE THINGY. the log cake's x'mas tree cum santa. bling bling ball pics

2008-01-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

[010108]
first off.. HAPPY 2008 TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!

i was supposed to do a reflection thing about last year [2007] on 311207 right? [like all bloggers usually do] i shall do mine today. hehe

MY REFLECTION

-i had my 2nd and last SACCO SYF [now i miss SACCO so much [just the friends]] we got a SILVER [i cried my heart out. but still i enjoyed our time together even when our SYF CAMP was really pathetic.

-i took my O's last year. it wasnt very successful as i thought [i couldnt help but SLACK. my focus was never on the exams. i sucked]

-i had to part with my friends, TAU HUAY GANG, CELLO BASS, ETC [especially SACCO ppl due to the O's and the stoppage of CCAs]

-i met my BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD , DBSN, i really felt that DBSN became a real clique [those that share the same interests, those that will stick with you no matter what [although misunderstandings do arise]]

-i got in contact with friends whom i havent met in ages, CHARZZY [who went cycling with me and even for dance classes]

-i met new ppl [YUN LEI aka yunie and ANNIE [from dance class]],[lester, sha sha, wai yong [tuition] etc.

-i had fun during E MATHS tuition THANKS TO ying ting, shi ling, ariel, nigel, mr chiam, william [tennis ball guy] etc [cant remember their names] SORRY!!!

-this was the year i fell in LOVE WITH KPOP THE MOST!!

-i dreamt of being in the media line [SINGER, DJ] I WISH!!!

MY 2008 RESOLUTION

-i will pray hard that my O's results are good that i can get into a good school aka MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE

-i will slim down!! [10 KG] and grow TALLER!! [8 CM MORE PLEASSEEEE]

-i will fly to korean with DBSN to debut [quite impossible, but who knows?]

-i will wish that everyone stays healthy and happy

-i will want to meet DBSK or SUPER JUNIOR or CSJH etc

-i will keep in contact with all my friends forever [and invite them to my wedding someday] LOL!

-i will try to have a DBSN ALBUM [i hope we'll go to the recording studio to record our songs soon] im dying for that day to come!!!

-i will cure my rashed skin to recover!!

-i will become a great entertainer to everyone [make my friends and family happy]

-i will study hard

-i will pass my GRADE 5 PIANO PRACTICAL WITH FLYING COLOURS

-i will be there for my family and friends [i'll try my best]

-i will aim to be a better person [treating my brother with more love, though he can be really irritating]

-i will be more girlish [hehe]

-i will try to stick to MY 2008 RESOLUTION

2007-12-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

[251207]
im too lazy to blog now.. hehe. shall blog on thursday. but most importantly..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

~im dreaming of a white christmas!~

~jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way~

~silent night holy night~

~santa claus is coming to town~

~noel noel~

2007-12-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

[211207]
alright. bathed and everything. now im super tired [still have piano at 9 tmr]. came back from my 2 1/2 hour dance routine today [choon hui extended it]... yeah! dance was as fun as usual. and so it was the usual CHARZZY AND I ;) but today there was, valerie, shu ning, caroline and sherri were there [4/7 ppl]. and also annie [yunie /yun lei's friend] yeah.

instructor: choon hui (2 1/2hrs) [she is really small sized. char and i thought that she was a student] she was really high [maybe cos its the christmas season]
scene #1: choon hui : why you all so quiet? laugh eh.
class: hahahahahaha [cute right?]
scebe #2: choon hui: next week i dont want to see praying mantis and cockroaches ah.
class: [trying to get the move right]

dance #1: HIP HOP [britney spears song, gimme more] affection~
hehe. so we started dancing hip hop. today's dance was more for girls [poor guys]. nothing much just the normal dancing. girly abit sexy dance. yeah~ after the first lesson. char and i were super tired.....

dance#2: NEW SCHOOL HIP HOP [some guy song]
one thing i love about dancing classes are their warm up dances [its relaxing], until the second dance... cos i was picked out of many with 6 other to demo the warm up dance [so embarrassing la] char!! i was kind of nervous but then i just enjoyed myself [my stage]. yeah~ danced the second dance and everyone who stayed on from the first class were dying. we were super tired!! and choon hui extended the dancing class till 9... yeah

[earlier today] VIVO CITY
went to vivo city with my mom and brother. went to pick up lots of CHRISTMAS GIFTS for my aunts, uncles, cousins [for 231207's christmas gathering at my house!]... i had no choice but to enter that PLASTIC-BURNT-SMELLING TOYS'R'US [my brother and cousins should thank me]. i really got to tell you this. toys'r'us had this super bad burnt smell [vomits]. then went to BOSSINI to get shirts. got myself this gold and white shirt [currently my fav combi]. then headed to THE FACE SHOP [one of my fav shops [its korean, see]] picked up masks etc. for my aunts. i waited super long! so i decided to wait outside with the bags of TOYS'R'US and BOSSINI stuff [i felt like santa]

after that. went to TANGS. went to check ying ting out [cos she's working there [bag section]] yeah. haha. she's hard working! serving her customers.
yt: caz you suit this job more [cos i love to stand] LOL!
YING TING HWAITING! BEVERLY HWAITING!

[EVENTS]
*i lost 2KG!!!!! 2KG!!!!! yeah~ so happy
conclusion. going for dance class can help you slim down [PROVIDED you dont eat 2 hrs before dancing [bad for the appendix] and 2 hrs after dancing [only PLAIN water, if not you'll just put back everything you burnt [i mean your calories]
I PLAN TO LOSE 7KG! HWAITING...

*STUDIO WU CLOSURE DATES - DEC 2007 : 23 24 25 26 30 31
- JAN 2008 : 1
[CHAR AND I are gonna miss ALOT OF LESSONS]

*i can watch happy shares company and super junior's exploration of the human body and understand it!! [korean lessons really do work]

*i currently learned 5 different dancesteps. i'll use them well! [credits to my dance instructors : YUTAKI AND CHOON HUI]

2007-12-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 100TH POST!!! WOOOWEEE~

[191207]
[my motto: RAP it like in HIP HOP SCHOOL]
STUDIO WU ROCKS MY LIFE!!! i totally love studio wu. its cool its hip. YO WASSUP! ahhhh. i love it so much. im currently on the one month trial which started on 181207 and will end on 170108.. wooo weeee~ i love the dance classes so much now. ahhhh. im gonna go everday! for 2 hours.... charzzy will go with me too! [ we plan to burn calories this way] dancing sure is fun. tiring. cool. exciting. yeah~ i hope i can still continue after the one month trial! [pray hard]

today was pop jazz and MTV.
#1 [pop jazz] had to do turns and padapures... wa. it was fun. i felt as if i went back to sec 1 and 2, having dance lessons. super fun. the music was by cera. im trying to find the song. but im having difficulties. [WHY?] cos i dont know the title! woohoo~ there's this part of the song woooweee~ AUTOMATIC SUPERSONIC FIC RIGHT FUNKY FRESH~ [something like that] yeah.

#2 [MTV] woo... ok moving on to song number 2! i also dont know the song title! there's this part that is like I CAN DO WHAT I LIKE TO DO. IM GONNA DO WHAT I LIKE TO DO. yeah MTV. yo. the moves are kind of fast at some parts but seriously if you practice you can surely CATCH it. but your actions must be big if not you'll be like perfoming to the bees and lady bugs [that's what YUTAKI [dance instrutor] said] i think he's a nice teacher. yeah~ he had me taching me and char since yesterday [181207] for J/K POP [he played some LEXY [korean singer] song. i still dont know the title ahhhhhh! our YUTAKI teacher is super skinny [char and i wanted to ask him why he was so skinny]. so skinny till char said that he has no ass. wow. LOL!

there was this SYLVESTER SIM super look alike [he had red hair] during our POP JAZZ class. char and i were like is that him? after that char saw a dragon tattoo which is long. his chinese name is shen xiang LONG. so we kind of confirmed him as SYLVESTER SIM. yeah.

[earlier today]
alright. went to TM today with my mom and bro. bought tickets for the movie THE GOLDEN COMPASS. then went to eat at the food court. ate korean food. yummy yummy. then went for the show at 1345. bought pop corn. coke. nachos. soya bean [mom]. plain water [for me, i decided not to drink sweet stuff [egs. COKE]] bought the plain water at NTUC, 3 for 1 dollar. yeah.

the show was nice. highly recommended! its not bad. legendary. mysthical and stuff. so if you like fiction stories with out of the world imagination. you'll have to catch THE GOLDEN COMPASS. STARDUST. CHRONICLES OF NARNIA. HARRY POTTER. etc. yeah.

saw the twins with their mom at TM. i also saw farah and eunice [she was yawing unglamly when i saw her] LOL!

later on went for dance class from 1830 to 2030.

[WHAT'S NEW?]
#1 ying ting and beverly have OFFICIALLY start WORK today [191207]. ying ting is working at vivo city. beverly is working at orchard. their monthly pay and commitions are quite high. yeah. [i gave up working for dancing. i prefer it that way] YING TING, BEVERLY HWAITING!

[WHAT'S OLD?]
#2 ying ting. bev and i had OFFICIALLY started our INTERMEDIATE KOREAN LESSONS last saturday [151207]. maria was not teaching us but some other teacher, LISA. yeah. she's nice and patient.

[well thats all for today. christmas is coming!! woooweee~]

2007-12-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

[131207]
CYCLING WITH CHARZZY HYUNG
woke up at 0630 in the morning[switch off the alarm and went to sleep AGAIN]. thanks to the alarm i set last night. i was suppose to meet charzzy hyung at the tampines park connector at 0730. she happily gave me a morning call at 0640! waaa. . .

so when we were there [TPC]. char's knee/butt were hurting [must be got rheumatism. . no la! must be too long never cycle already] cycled and cycled. and we were totally AIMLESS cos we didnt know where to cycle. char's brilliant idea was to cycle to IKEA! woohoo. cycled there and some of the floors were SUPER WEIGHT AND SLIPPERY. talked about K POP stuff. LOL.

we reached GIANT that area already. on the way to IKEA, char spotted a RED WORM[millipede]. wow. and we happily stopped to look at it. and then. OMG! i saw lots of BLACK WORMS [centipede] CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR. we were like OMG, FASTER CYCLE [screams]. char was still attempting to SQUASH THE WORMS! gross. [the rain puddles contained lots of worms] eeewwww!

so we took a break at IKEA. apparently, it wasnt open yet. cos it was only 8 plus. . . and we pushed our bikes in and looked at the exhibition thingy downstairs. LOL. char was thinking whether we'll be chased out. then an IKEA man came to ask us to go out cos no BIKES were allowed [wa. thanks ah!] so we decided to cycle back to TPC. haha. and then we went home.

apparently, i wasnt tired yet. so i went to PASIR RIS PARK to cycle until i totally ran out of energy [it took me almost 7 rounds until i was drained]. came back to bathe. almost dropped dead!

DBSN SNOW GLOBE [PART I]
later on. . . went to meet beverly and ying ting at TM [0230] to buy stuff to make our DBSN snow globe. haha. went popular and stuff. and came back home to make it. it was really HARD WORK! the SUPER GLUE [SUPER STINKS]. so we couldnt finish making it

[141207]
TRANSFERRING OF BOOKS. PASS IT ON. PASS IT ON. [JUNIORS]
met tricia, shi lin and mei ying at the downtown east bus stop at 0130 to pass them char and my sec4 books. yeah. shi lin's one was super heavy cos i gave her NOTES/EXAM PAPERS. yeah.

DBSN SNOW GLOBE [PART II]
the twins, ying ting and beverly came to my house to finish up the snow globe. study korean and japanese [of cos, hang out] the finishing touches to the snow globe was just to add in the glitters and the water and glue. and WALAH! FINISH! [i shall get the pictures from yt and upload it. its so sad we only made 1 snow globe. so yt kept it] we decided to put it in our studio/office if we debut. I HOPE WE WILL!

so we studied korean and japanese [which we didnt end up doing]. we decided to learn wonder girls TELL ME dance. we almost died. thank goodness i got one part right. . . [TELL ME TELL ME DADADADADA TELL ME] haha.

BIG BANG/LIES= im sorry but i love you dagajima. ilamollaso. im sorry mollaso [something like that]

then went to eat MALA HUOGUO [MALA steamboat]. you know the super spicy one. ahh. its not so nice. the taste is ok la. cos to me its like drinking a pot of CHILLI OIL. luckily we ordered the seperate soup base steamboat [half MALA half RED DATES]. super full.

2007-12-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

[121207]
wow. i had been at home treating my illness [cough, fever, flu] since monday. . . haiz. luckily i have a computer that has BROADBAND so i can SURF THE NET for all i care. yeah! im about to finish my [ROMANTIC PRINCESS] drama soon. and pondering what to watch next. the [ROMANTIC PRINCESS] drama is toooooo short! it has only 13 chapters! haiyo~ i better go practice my piano. still have to go for piano lesson later at 4. . .

news bulletion:
setting up of CHRISTMAS TREE [FINISHED]
visiting my CCA juniors + buddies = happy [FINISHED on 071207]
thinking of joining studio wu with CHARZZY HYUNG + FRIENDS = SUPER EUPHORIC [pending]
parents allowing me to join in with the GUESS job [pending]
date for DBSN GRAD NIGHT [pending]
a day to cycle with CHARZZY HYUNG [pending]

2007-12-07T09:08:00.000+08:00

[071207]
i finally completed my MATSUMOTO JUN drama series! of BAMBINO and GOKUSEN I! woohoo. its just so nice to watch. and i picked up quite a few JAPANESE WORDS. due to me DRAMA MARATHONING i didn't have time to blog. i shall blog about this week's EVENTS!

[031207]
woke up in the morning and felt SUPER ENERGIZED! so i went to the park to cycle. the park was kind of nice and quiet. it felt like autumn cos it was raining LEAVES! haha. soooooo...

after a TWO HOUR CYCLE! i came back to bathe and everything. the PACKING WAR began. yup. i was packing my school books and everything. putting them into bags and stuff. i have simply too many books [i must say. esp. PAPER NOTES!] i almost DIED packing! ahhhhh. anyway. THE PACKING TOOK 2 DAYS!

[051207]
went out with JENNIFER and HUANG CHI on wed night. we were suppose to meet at TANAH MERAH [jenny was suppose to come first, but then HC came earlier]. so we made JENNY TREAT US TO MAC'S ICE CREAM [ i scream for ice cream!] haha. we went to the airport to eat SWENSEN'S. wow! jenny and i ate pasta, hc at salmon. yummy yummy. ate free ice cream [jenny's treat] and sat at the viewing mall to eat. brings back such memories [when jenny was flying off to hawaii, the 3 of us sat at the viewing mall eating macs together before sending jenny off]

after that we went to take a look at T3 [terminal 3]. TERMINAL 3 IS NOT = BUDGET TERMINAL [its an international airport! cos jenny and HC said that its budget] took lots of pictures there and it was super quiet! we went home at about 9. jenny is flying off to GERMANY on 091207 coming back most likely on 070108! HC is flying off to japan on 171207 coming back most likely on 241207 [i flew to bangkok on 171107 came back on the 241107, same dates but diff month] BON VOYAGE!

special news update:
#KOREAN LANGUAGE [INTERMEDIATE] classes commencing on the 151207! [YEAH!]
#charzzy hyung asked me to join her and her friend [BIG BANG fan] for dance classes at STUDIO WU [eastpoint]. COOL! i asked bev, the twins and mel [i didn't ask yt cos she can't dance [operation]] i wanna go!!!
#im currently JOBLESS [happy or sad? dunno!]
#my dad just met a KOREAN CLIENT. he said that his:
SUPER TALL + HANDSOME = IDEAL KOREAN GUY
but he's 29. a little too old. haiz. i still love YOUNGWOON JAEJOONG!
if the business talk goes well. . . we might go KOREA NEXT YEAR! AHHH.
[although i've been there twice. but i wasn't a KOREA FANATIC then. but now i am!]

[I shall upload the pics some other time cos there is something wrong with the picture thingy]

2007-12-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

[041207]
im currently having MIXED FEELINGS [since yesterday night]. such as feeling SUPER PISSED, FRUSTRATED, DISAPPOINTED, SAD, LOST, STUPID, TOO TRUSTWORTHY, SCARED, INSECURE, ETC! haiz. that's all i have to say for today. i've been reflecting on what my mom said to me last night. i'd better not say it of others will really get offended. i shall blog properly next time.

2007-11-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

[301107]
I SAVED MY BLOG FROM DEVASTATION! its finally alive again.. yeahhhh. thanks to the designers and to DBSK [for having such nice pictures so i can put it on my blog!] and thanks to the person who wrote PROUD [song sung by DBSK]. WAAAAAHHHHHH. i finally finished it this morning at 0200. now im so PROUD of my blog. muahahaha. i shall upload the pictures.

[261107]
pictures at sakae and the unfortunate events of fried scallop! [i forgot to take a picture of the caterpillarised pea. we wanna join the sushi eating CHALLENGE

2007-11-29T07:25:00.000+08:00

[291107]
my blog officially died. i know its a little too late to say this. but THE O's ARE OVER! MUAHAHA. anyway. i went for grad night. [whoever who read this might be SURPRISED. but i did go for grad night.] i shall upload the pictures some other time.

[171107]
went to bangkok and pattaya [just for one day~] for 9 days? from 161107 till 241107. yup. its all the same la. nothing much to say. but SHOP and EAT. SHOP and EAT...

[261107]
the twins [yi ying + yi jing] came to my house in the morning at 7 plus. so early right? LOL. den later, we went cycling at the park. we were like SINGING [that's just what we always do] and cycling at the same time. yeah. so we went to buy THE STRAITS TIMES to find for jobs. haha. den ate SUPER nice nasi lemak. i got to tell you this. we cycled for almost THREE HOURS! cos the rent was for THREE HOURS but at only $7 [i had my own bike]. so we took up the challenge.

while we were heading back to my house. strong winds and dark clouds approached us [haha]. you know wad we did? SING. DANCER IN THE RAIN [by TSZX. the grace]. wa. we were damn smart. and before we knew it. it started pouring down on us like nobody's business [we forgot that everytime we sang the song. IT'LL RAIN! we really became dancers in the rain!] we ran as though we were running for our lives'! by the time we reached the lobby. the twins, my bike and i were soaked to the bones [what a retarded phrasing, soaked to the bones!] yup. so we cleaned up and used the computer to watch TSZX's idol world. we watched their drama, DEATH ROAD. it was super scary. like AHHHH!

headed for ying ting's house at about 3? ying ting is currently recovering from her intestinal operation. [everybody help her JIA YOU! hwaiting] we went there to entertain her. did quizzes together! yeah. we didn't stay for long. cos we had to go to the airport to fetch beverly from KOREA [she went to korea on 161107]

so we went changi airport to eat first. ate at SAKAE SUSHI. OMG. we had so many weird, funny and disgusting encounters. yup. firstly, its the fried scallop thingy we saw. it's mayo was like all over the place. lol. nobody ever took that scallop thingy. so everytime it passed us, the mayo was turning translucent [we called it crystalisation] HAH. second was the EDAMAME [the green peas]. we were having an EDAMAME marathon! we ate and ate. when the plate was left with 4 peas. suddenly, a caterpillar was discovered. it was super GROSS! yup, in the peas.

so we asked for the manager, and the girl serving us was like so shocked [she was like. OMG. what happened?]. the manager came and she said she'll change a new plate. wow! we really earned something. cos its like giving us a complimentary plate of EDAMAME. but, they owed it to us. MUAHAHA!

den came another fried scallop encounter! WOW. and it happened to yi ying again. her fried scallop had this black stuff. it was suspected to have contained cancerous cells [a source of carbon, meaning overcooked]. so we decided to not take this matter too seriously and called for the waitress and asked her what was that black thingy. and she totally freaked out again. haiz. so she called for her superior. and her superior took the fried scallop away to the kitchen [i guess they have a LAB to examine what that thing is.] the same manager came to tell us that it was overcooked. we thought they were going to give us another plate. haha! when we waited and waited. it was decided that they actually didn't olan to charge us for that plate of fried scallop. LOL. so we went to pay for the food.

[actually, the time we started eating was 1830. we were suppose to fetch bev at 1915. but we couldn't find her flight number! so i went to ask the info ppl. and they said it LANDED in the morning at ONE. ok. so i decided to call her house. den, i think her dad answered the call. but he said she's landing tmr[271107] morning at ONE! so it would be more appropriate to believe the dad [any sane person would.]]

so we went home. unable to give bev a surprise. sad eh.

[271107]
the twins came to my house at 10. the three of us got up late. yup. we used the computer for super long. LOL. when we decided to go down to the gym. it was already 12 plus and the ppl went out for LUNCH. so. we had no choice but wait. instead, we went white sands to buy stuff from NTUC. i bought things needed for cooking STEAMBOAT DINNER [i cooked and my family said the soup was nice! i ROCK]. bought EDAMAME and SHITAKE mushroom to eat. muahaha. but we came to put the things down then went to the gym. it was packed with ppl [we instantly got bored].

we decided to go up and down the stairs. it was crazy. 10 stories eh. we were so tired after that. and i cooked the EDAMAME an shitake mushrooom. YUMMY. den they had to go home at 5.

[281107]
alright. DBSN decided to meet at YING TING'S house at 1300. i thought i was the last. but instead, the first. and i ate CHICKEN PORRIDGE there. haha. her first meal with a friend is me. haha. so we waited and waited. they came at about 1345. so bev and i started to give out the souvenirs. haha.

we watched DBSK's five in the black concert in JAPAN [DVD]. we were laughing like almost every minute la. mimicking their moves and everything. and even seeing what colour was their boxers. cos it was simply so high! and their signature move [airing armpits move! LOL] we had a great time.

[291107]
today. i was supposed to go job huntng with bev and the twins. haiz bev couldn't come. and the twins dad didn't allow them to work. sian. although their saying their coming with me for the interviews. but. i actually preferred if they didn't. but they said they had nothing to do and owed it to me. [im not angry with them, it's not as if they didn't want to work. but i just wanted to have some time for myself. and to not depend on anyone for my interviews] haiz. i hope it all goes well.

2007-09-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

PICTURES!
[220907]

[270907]
chocolate cake from flora,xiner,xueting,shijie

shijie's JELLY

xiner's FRIENDSHIPBAND!

WINGYAN and SHIJIE getting amazed by frozen MOCHI

SUBWAY CLUB, JOLLY SHANDY and DURIAN CAKE [from all my firends who came]

KOREA imported crackers [from BEVERLY]

double bass pendant [from georgie and wingyan] I'LL WEAR IT FOR GRAD AFTERNOON!

present from my tuition friend! SHA SHA

[250907]
DBSN playing after school!

[260907]
shijie and i CAMWHORING at yingting's house, with pearle.

CHERIE'S FAMOUS IDIOM :能吃是福 [being able to eat is FORTUNATE]

2007-09-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

[270907]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
yeahhh. today's my birthday.. haha.
thanks to all those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you all made my day!

MY BIRTHDAY BASH [PART 1]
thanks to FLORA, XINER, XUETING and SHIJIE[nai nai]. for celebrating my birthday before school starts. i was suppose to meet them at 0650 at the school canteen. so i rushed out and ran as fast i can to flag a cab. before i knew it. it was raining cats and dogs [meows and woofs]. how cool is that? i stopped at the school busstop. it so totally rocked. i met natasha [kumar] there. we were both staring into blank space because we didn't have an umbrella. so we decided. when the traffic light turns orange........ WEEEE CHIONGGGGGG!!!!!![ run as fast as we can, into school]. it was SCARY yet TRILLING!

walked to the canteen looking as if i dipped myself into a pot of SOUP[i love to drink soup]. xiner, xueting and shijie were waiting for me.. WAAA. flora ah. da pai. late! LOL. then she came and started talking about her UMBRELLA story. lol. celebrated, sing song, blow candle, cut cake. and...... we started to eat the cake. we just ate straight from the cake and tunnelled endless holes into it! soon, it went DING DING. awww. went back to class and almost everyone was wet with shoes and socks off[that's 4/8 for you].

MY BIRTHDAY BASH [PART 2]
school ended and the whole class sang a BIRTHDAY SONG for me... WOOOOOO! thanks 4/8 i love you all.. haha. i was feeling kind of down because DBSN was quite indifferent about things. because they had to go for tutorials and stuff so they weren't celebrating with me. haha. so i went home. bathed. ate edamame[japanese peas]. and watched hana yori dango. [actually i was hoping for DBSN to come to my house, but then as time ticked. i gave up.]

so. SUDDENLY. DING DONG! the person who rang the door bell covered the hole. and it was YING TING and BEVERRLY!!! they were like videoing! waaa. come my house then ask me to get blind-folded. best! so i had to change and get blind-folded and they took me out of my house. at first i wasn't convinced that they told my mom.[ it was true] LOL. couldn't see anything. banged my hand into the wall. OUCH! went into the lift and.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU[you know the song]. wow. so many ppl singing!!! lol. so many people ahh! YING TING, BEVERLY, YI YING, YI JING, CHERIE, WING YAN, SHIJIE nai nai!

went all the way downstairs but then the wind was so strong because it was going to rain.[couldn't go to the swimming pool]. SOOOO. went all the way to my house again! LOL. so we had to retake the scene of me getting shocked! NG[no good]. SCENE1 TAKE2.... and ACTION! lol. really had lots of fun. THANKS EVERYONE!

[220907]
CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY! early birthday dinner at AWON KOREAN RESTAURANT. at excelsior hotel [level4]! with my family. haha. at first they were quite unsure about it. but after they ate. the food sure did a good job in convincing them. especially my MOM. she's in love with their soup[now you know why i love to drink SOUP, its all in the genes] after that we went to square 2. level3 is little SEOUL! went into SOLmart and bought some stuff. little seoul also have korean restaurants. cool eh.

in other words. i was in SEOUL for a day.

2007-09-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

[160907]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!! [160907]. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJIE NAI NAI[130907]!!!

[160907]
the exams are here. and their here to stay. i despise exams. is it just me or is it people's moods gets brought down doing the exam period? every single thing seems so emotionally triggered. 动不动就伤心.我真不知道该怎么做才好。

will everything be the same?
i wished everything was the same. i seem trapped in a game.
a game that has no rules. neither a hint nor a clue.
a game controlled by feelings. and tarot card readings.
a game i have to master. and it better be faster.

the players are many. im only one out of fifty.
or maybe more i dont know. but what i know cant be told.
i am the mastermind to control this game.

this game gives me strength but not forgetting stress.
it makes me emotional and nothing promotional.
my friends and family are the pawns in the game.
each carrying an important role.

but there's one and only one. that makes me feel alone.
sometimes i miss it sometimes i dont.
we met by fate. and were brought closer together.
loved the times we shared joy and pain.
'when i was at my lowest, you walked into my life', she said.

i was grateful i did the right choice. for she was my voice.
we stay so near yet seem a distance. was it me or was there no chance.
she seldom confide in me. but thats fine with me.
all i wanted to say was,'you can count on me.'

i'm not there just to play but i'm here to stay.
i never had felt this way.
she always said that things are different and never the same.
but changing is part of each and every game.

be it today or tomorrow. nothing is always the same.
so should i stop the timer in this very game.
or let her go? will everything be the same.

its ironic. it really is.
when i needed her. she was too busy for me.
when she needed me. i was also too busy for her.
in the past. it never was like that.

when i want to comfort her. she closed her door on me.
she always said,'nothing can help me'
that's what i do too. i closed my door on her.
is this what we really want?

why is it that i never had the courage to prove that im really her true friend?
others see me as her buddy. one who brings her joy and laughter.
what i yearn to be. is to be a friend whom she can rely on.
i may be wrong in saying this. but i find myself superficial in her life.
sometimes i get lost in her world. and think. am even needed here.

but she's something i treasure.
both in life and game.
this doesn't make sense but they all mean the same.

2007-09-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

[060907]
its the september holidays and im supposed to be studying like mad. but im seriously dead meat. im surfing the net like no body's business. someone should just SLAP me. argghhh.

doing a quiz which my yingting noona[unnie] tagged me. first somemore. [i shall learn to start using female korean terms. whenever i call my friends noona or hyung. its getting weirder. nonethless, both male and female terms sounds nice. HAHA]

1. the person who tag you is
YINGTING noona

2. your relationship with him/her is
[kindergarten] friend, band mate

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
CHILDISH!
GULLIBLE!
sometimes very HARDWORKING!
makes a great FRIEND
cannot play long with KIDS

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
EVERYTHING.[always accompanying me!]

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
AN-NENG-HA-SAE-YO [yt's greeting version]

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
drop dead and laugh out LOUD

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
err. be more matured. mm

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
slap her. and try to get my friend back

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
that we disagreed on something really serious till we dont talk to each other

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
say. [NOONA. HWAITING! 사랑해요.]

11. your overall impression of him/her is
OK!

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
dunno. i think they think i very 自high.

13. the character you love of yourself is
自high

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
lazy!

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
...mmm... A BETTER ME

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for everything. and thanks YOUR here[dbsk's i'll be there]
I LOVE YOU! 사랑해요! 私は愛する!

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you (they are not place in any preference orders

1. charzzy
2. flora
3. huijie
4. rachel
5. shijie nai nai
6. michelle
7. jiawen
8. xiner[floors]
9. xue ting
10. siong wei[yesungie]

11. who is no.6 having relationship with?
tau huay gang member!

12. Is no.9 a male or female?
FEMALE

13. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
noooo. JW will just kill me

14. How about no.8 and 5 ?
HAHA. thats even weirder.

15. What is no.2 studying about?
haha. how to PK with me.

16. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
teacher's day

17. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
english/chinese. not sure. sorry floors!

18. Does no.1 has any siblings?
yep. older brother

19. Will you woo no.3 ?
NO! LOL.

20. How about no.7 ?
neh. weird weird.

21. Is no.4 single?
not sure. i think she's attached?

22.What is the surname of no.6?
KOH

23. What's the hobby of no.4?
going online?

24. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
haha. their SISTERS. maybe not always

25. Where is no.2 studying at?
SACSS!

26. Talk something casually about no.1
my charzzy HYUNG! korean maniac. mmm

27. Have you try developing feelings for no.8 ?
nope. lol. she's my floors.

28. Where does no.9 live at?
TAM-PINES. HAHA

29. What color does no.4 like?
used to know she likes pink. now not sure

30. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
haha. no. not that i know of.

31. Does no.7 likes no.2 ?
yeah. its a tau huay relationship. xiaohua and xiaoruan

32. How do you get to know no.2?
its a LONG story. during sec 1 and getting crazy during CO

33. Does no.1 have any pets?
no.

34. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
haha. in what aspect? the cutest tau huay yeah.

2007-08-22T19:20:00.001+08:00

[220807]
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!!!!!

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-08-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

[140807]
since im so bored. i shall do a quiz from friendster.

1.Where were you 5 hours ago?
- at home and in e maths tuition with YT

2. Who are you in love with?
- haha.

3. what song are you listening to?
- DBSK's love in the ice

4. Is there anything pink within 10 ft
of u?
- not really. student companion?

5. When was the last time you went to
the mall?
- haha. sat

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
- nope

7. Do you have a car worth over 2M?
- i wish

8.When was the last time you went out
of town?
- few days ago?

9. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
- nope

10. Are you hot?
- i prefer cool

11. What was the last thing you had to
drink?
- h2o

12. What are you wearing right now?
- t shirt and fbt

14. Last food that you ate?
- SUBWAY. eat fresh

15. Where were you last weekend?
- in school and JB

16. Have you bought any clothing items
in the last week?
- ERR. NO

17. When was the last time you run?
- i always run

18. What's the last sporting event you
watched?
- sports carnival?

19. Which is your favorite class?
- four eight. all the classes were fine

20. Your dream vacation?
- KOREAAAA...

21. owner of the house you were in
last?
- mine

22. How old are your parents?
- haha. not very old

23. Have you been in love?
- nope

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
- YES

25. Last stageplay you saw?
- with flora at her sis' concert

27.What are your plans for tonight?
- read book then sleep

28. Who was the last person you sent a
friendster message or commment?
- jane?

29. Next trip you are going to take?
- the trip to study

30. Ever gone camping?
- DUH. every year

31. Were you an honor roll student in
school?
- haha. i guess? no la

32. What do you want to know about the
future?
- how it will be?

33. Are you wearing any perfume or
cologne?
- cologne = men's deoderant spray?

34. Are you hungry?
- NO

35. Where is your best friend(s)?
- at home

36. Who is/are your best friend(s)?
- DBSN. tau huay. belles

37. Do you have a tan line?
- sadly

38. How old do you want to be when you
have kids?
- errr.

39. Do you collect anything?
- loads of stuff

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you
know?
- -secret-

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop
or pulled over?
- in my dreams?

42. have you ever drank your soda from
a straw?
- who didnt?

43. How do you like your drinks?
- CHILLED

44. Do you like hot sauce?
- i LOVE it

45. Do you need to do laundry?
- sometimes

2007-08-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

[130807]
alright. im devastated. my CHINESE O LEVEL results just got released today. guess what? its a B4 and a Merit for orals. this is totally like shit. shall not elaborate. i think it is also a well deserved grade. since im so slacky, lazy. what's more? the tarot cards were right. i really have to WORK VERY HARD for my future, or else my friends will leave me. even my family. work hard den PLAY HARD later. or else my life will be STAGNANT! i really don't want that to happen.

from now on. i shall blog in proper english and even blog a COMPOSITION. since my english teacher always ask us to do it. and yet never ever collects it. SO, dear readers shall Be my ENGLISH COMPO ONLINE MARKERS. if i go off point, just tell me. which i always go OFF point. ANYWAY. i'm going to retake my CHINESE Os. wish me luck!
[i rebonded my hair. its weird. as usual]

[120807]
i saw charzzy at EASTPOINT KFC. i almost banged into the escalator. i was staring and wondering whether it was her, until i didn't know where i was heading.

2007-07-26T18:05:00.001+08:00

[260707]
i haven't BLOG for a freaking long time. i know. too lazy and busy to BLOG. i shall PICTURE BLOG

[190607]

CELLO BASS CHALET.

[230607]

BARBECUE AT MY HOUSE. AND FOOLING AROUND

[070707]

WENT FOR NDP2007 PREVIEW. MY DAD WAS PERFORMING FOR SOKA.

[090707]

PLAYING IN CLASS. HAHA. AFTER SCHOOL.

[100707]

'DRINKING' DURING TUITION.

[110707]

FISH AND CO OUTING AT CHANGI AIRPORT. WITH HUANG CHI & JENNIFER

[130707]

WE DRANK ABIT. BUT IT TASTED JUST LIKE SOFT DRINK. CHERIE BOUGHT IT. COOL EH?

[140707]

TEPPANYAKI WITH MY MOM AT TM. YUMMYYYY.

[150707]

MY TEACHER GAVE BISCUITS DURING ENG TUITION. WENT TO EASTPOINT NTUC TO BUY ICE CREAM MIX. OH YEAH. THE MARGARINE BRAND REMINDED ME OF QING AI DE. FLORA.

this is only PART 1

2007-07-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

[110707]
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO super junior's GORGEOUS AND FUNNY
HEECHUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

[090707]
[080707]

hey FLOORS aka XINER. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
MISS YA LOADS

2007-07-02T02:00:00.001+08:00

[010707]

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-06-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

[280607]
alright. i know the O's are coming and stuff. i really hope that everyone will still have fun and know that cant always be buried in books and stacks of notes. i wish all those having to take their O levels a good journey. like the teachers always say. ITS THE LAST LAP.

i wanna say many thanks to special ones.
thanks to my family.
thanks charzzy hyung for influencing korean into me[ without you, i wouldnt be as happy as i am today], thanks to my seniors.
thanks to siong wei [ye sung] for letting me know about super junior.
thanks cherie, clarisa, rebecca for being my sec 1 buddies.
thanks belles family for letting mr have a wonderful sec 2 life.
thanks champions for being my best slacking buddied in sec 3.
thanks to cherie and sarah for making cca fun.
thanks to my DOUBLE BASS SECTION, seniors and juniors.
thanks CO for giving me the most wonderful experience and the chance to excel.
thanks melody and the committee for doing a good job.
thanks for the shanghai trip, where i met new friends and new cliques.
thanks tau huay gang[ flora, shi jie, xiner, michelle, louisa, jia wen]. for eating tau huay with me. LOL.
thanks flora for always being there for me, thanks for believing that i trusted you, i'll never wanna lose a friend like you. i love you, qing ai de.
thanks to jennifer and huang chi for not letting the lessons in class be boring.
thanks to all my friends and classmates in SACSS.
thanks to my TEACHERS.
thanks to my INSTRUCTORS.

lastly, i wanna thank. DBSN [yingting, yi ying, yi jing, beverly]
thanks for being there. although we see each other in class very often. but i do treasure every single moment with you all. i love it when we sing together, when we talk about DBSK and super junior. it makes us feel as one, as a group. i would never want these moments to end. i really hope that no matter what [even the Os], nothing will stop us from doing what we like best, SINGING. its so funny when we try to sing acapella. but i just love it.

to the 4 of you: so skinny ler. still thinking of jian fei. mad ah. should be i[jaejoong/kangin] go jian fei first then you all rite. LOL.

yingting noona [u-know/shindong]:
noona ah. thanks for being my good friend. although we've lost touch in kindergarten and only gotten back in sec school. it seemed as if i knew you for a long time. although i always suan you. but its only for fun. i dont really mean any harm la. HAHA. so dont take it to heart. thanks for being there.

yi ying [chang min/sungmin]:
sungmin ah. haha. you and ying ting always liking the same guy. LOL. wad de. study harder k. and we'll strive in getting top 2 in class. how bout that. good i dea rite. wow. oh ya. you must help to push up the grades of YINGTING and BEVERLY. we can do it. hwaiting.

yi jing [micky/ee tuek]:
jing ah. i dont know why everytime i call you. it'll be like " yi jing ah, jing ah. jing ah." i'll just end up calling you jing. haha. maybe im used to it. anyway. sorry for always hitting you. LOL. i just cant help it. really. im not trying to bully you or something. its just fun playing with you, and when we play we really become like little children. your just like a childhood friend. be more confident in yourself. haha. aja aja.

beverly [xiah/kibum]:
kibum ah. you need to have more confidence in yourself, ok? LOL. i seriously didnt know you had such a scary primary school life [scolding juniors]. so naughty ah. LOL. anyway. about the boobooly nickname. i was immature in primary school, so pardon me for that. haha. anyway. you must jia you, ok? if you dont know anything. feel free to ask. and. dont worry in due time, you'll sing better than jang ri yin and can sing TIMELESS with XIAH. jia you.

DBSN SARANGHAEYO.

2007-06-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

[280607]
wow. haven updated for very long. haha. sorry. was busy youtubing away. and having lots of tutorials and such. alright.

school has started. haha. anyway. my CHINESE O'S ORALS are coming. ahhh. and its next week. err. 050707. and i am the first person to go. wow rite. i'll just pray hard den. im so bored. dunno wad to blog le.

2007-06-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

[190607]
my blog song makes me emo. lol. haha. anyway. just came back from swimming downstairs at 2300+ [on 180607]. now its like twelve something. i just cant sleep. and i dunno why. haha. im so bored. im like waiting for my hair to DRY. ahhh. shall do a quiz. blah blah.

ok. got this from char in friendster. i think im mad.

This quiz has 85 questions.
Here's what
you're supposed to do....
and DON'T spoil the fun.
Copy this entire bulletin and paste it
onto a new bulletin that you will send.
Change all the answers so that they
apply to you.
PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS
THE SUBJECT.

The theory is that you will learn a lot
of little known facts about those who
know you.

1. Start Time: 1256
2. Name: cassandra chen
3. Nickname: caz
4. Astrology sign: libra
5. Gender: girl
7. Hair color: black
8. Eye color: brownish black
9. Height: 159 [i grew]
10. Favorite Most color: alot
11. Glasses: yes
13. tattoos: nope
14. Birthplace: mt alvernia
15. Area code: dunno
16. TRUEfriends: DBSN ,etc
******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? : haha. ever
18. Done something in the past
regret? : yup, thats life
19. Have you ever met someone you were
not supposed to? : err
21. Skipped school? : nope
22. Bungee jumped? : i wish
24. Punched someone? : my bro
25. Cheated on someone? : no
26. Been arrested? : nope
27. Broken into someones house?: nope
28. Been to a funeral? : yes
32. Used a lighter? : ya
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: winter
36. Ice cream flavor: anything
37. Fav School subject(s): MATHS. dance. drama
38. Candy: everything
39. Breakfast: i dont eat
40. Juice: apple
41. Book(s): anything
42. Movie(s): dunno
43. Song(s): suju DBSK songs
50. Letter: C
51. Favorite fast food restaurant: anything
52. Disney Princess: haha.
53. TV station(s): watchable stuff
54. Name for a son: kim [something]
55. Name for a daugter: kim [something]
******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : chocolate
57. Alcoholic or not? : nope
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies
61. Short or long hair? : SHORT
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: huh
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO
MIND******
64. Mexicans in general: hats
65. School: friends
66. Grass: cow
67. Cow: grass
68. Canada: maple leaf
69. Mouse: cat
70. Hands: talent
******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? : yup
72. Talked on the phone?: ya
73. Cried? : yes
74. Choked?: ya haha
75. Drank a glass of water? : DUH
76. Done Drugs? : never
77. Read a book or magazine? : yup
78. Watched TV? : yes
79. Looked in the mirror? : yes
80. Taken a shower? : DUH
81. Taken a picture? : ya
82. Listened to music? : music is my life. yes
83. Kissed someone? : nope
84. Told someone you liked them: never
85. End time: 0102

hey char. seems like we have the same timing

2007-06-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

[170607]
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS OUT THERE..

[150607]
TAU HUAY GANG OUTING. yeah man. had a tau huay gang outing today at whitesands. woohoo. so fun. met flora at whitesands first den went popular to buy my dad's father's day present. nai nai ah. gave us a shock in popular can. cos she suddenly appeared out of nowhere. haha. so we went to have lunch at KFC. den later jiawen came. before that, we were like eating nai nai's brownie/cake. thay looked and tasted about the same. ahahaha.

our usual plan of taking a train all the way to boonlay and back to pasir ris didnt work out. but den we did more things. which was damn fun. after eating at KFC we went around whitesands to sort of window shop. jiawen wanted to returm book. so we went to the fourth level. haha. flora and i ran to the arcade can. omg. we acted like a bunch of small kids. haha. luckily nai nai had the tapz card with her. or else we dont need to play le.

and guess wad we played. THE ARCADE BASKETBALL GAME. oh man. that game is super addictive. im serious. very very ADDICTIVE. so fun la. that was the first time i played that game eh. so later. we played alot others. car race, that beating game [alot of players play, alien invasion, soccer], chinese drum, dancing [everyone took one side]. damn fun.

we went to the next shop to take PRINTS. woohoo. so funny ah. took took took. later. we went to eat tau huay. jollibean. we ordered take away and went to BURGER KING to eat tau huay. ok. we're mean. lol.

so, we decided not to take the MRT cos it was abit late. guess wad we did. WENT BACK TO THE ARCADE. told you its addictive. haha. flora and i PK. cool eh. haha. i won her by 6 marks i think. but our points so lousy, we didnt even play the second round. i was damn sad la. 1 to 2 more marks den i can go second round le. anyway, FLORA, I'LL BE WAITING FOR ANOTHER PK. haha.

TAU HUAYS. I JUST WANNA SAY. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. THANKS FOR HAVING SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME TOGETHER. SARANGHAEYO.

PICTURES TIME
[150607]

[120607]

2007-06-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

[150607]

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

got this tarot card thing from flora's blog. haha.

i dont know what is wrong with me. i've been dreaming about bad stuff these few days. since 14 until now. its weird and scary. i dont know how to explain but it feels so shocking. like i've been through it or something. especially last night's one. i woke up crying. although when i started crying, i knew that i was no longer dreaming. but den i just had this feeling that if i dont start crying, i'll just get stuck in the dream or something. it might be weird, but it feels true. however, the dream i had the day before was worst. deaths deaths and more deaths. i'm totally freaked out now. haiz. hope all these nightmares will just pass.

2007-06-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

[140607]
i have not updated for quite long. haha.

[110607]
had a maths tutorial. our tutor was grace. so wing yan. bev. yt and i reached school at 8 plus and only found out that our tutorial starts at 1030. ahhhh. so we went for breakfast at eastpoint. went to the ah mei restaurant. i ate nasi lemak. it was quite nice. then went back for tutorial. thats about it.

[120607]
went to parkway parade today for FISH AND CO. with jennifer and huang chi. waaa. the bill was like 69 for three ppl. but its really quality in quantity food. damn nice. ordered three lunch sets. each of it was fish and chips. we had a big bowl of grilled calamari rings. yummy. we took a long time to eat cos we were simply too full to continue. after that we went to shop for water bottles. lol. went to each and every shop. but couldnt find a suitable bottle. so we went home after looking at watches at city chain. shall upload the pics next time.

[130607]
ok. had physics and chem extra tutorial today. ok our physics teacher was ni ying i think. it was damn funny la. she was like trying to get all our lame jokes while teaching us. lol. she's really patient and nice. haha. i love her hairstyle. damn nice.

next up was our chem teacher. wow. she got 248 for PSLE and 7 points for O LEVELS. ah. she's mad. ya. we were damn slack la. didnt really concentrate much cos we just did stuff and asked her questions that we didnt know. HAHA. so we didnt have questions and left at 1215 instead of 1300. woohoo.

so. we left for the AWON KOREAN RESTAURANT.. its near city hall and at excelsior hotel [next to peninsula hotel]. so we went there for lunch. wa. we being DBSN [twins. bev. yt. me] and our manager [wingyan]. LOL. so we went to the fourth floor of excelsior hotel. wow. the place sure has a little korean atmosphere. thanks to the korean lady boss and korean music. so. we ate korean bbq and steamboat buffet. waaaa. massisoyo. JONGMAL MASSISOYO [very delicious].. the soup base is damn nice. lol. when i suddenly heard balloons. we all quietened down. den we all started singing crazily. ahhh. luckily the lady boss was smart enough to put us in a private room or else we'll be damn noisy. lol. we went mad. singing loudly in the room. screaming at the burning food and splattering soup. LOL. we stayed there from about 1300 plus till 1520.

we flew to the mrt. cos i had to rush for my piano lesson in tampines at 1600. rushed and flew there. ended up being ten minutes late. wow. ok. after my lesson. i collected my piano grade 3 theory results. finally. cos its been 4 months already. guess wad. i got DISTINCTION.. AHHHH. 98/100. so damn cool man. wad de. i almost fainted. lol.

2007-06-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

...
this post is for our dear jingkerbelle..

hey RUJING.. sorry for not wishing you a HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN.. im now wishing you one.. although the belles family hadnt always worked out for you.. but it would have been wrong to say that belles would be fun without you. cos your still part of us.. one of the belles.. no matter what.. belles will still love you.. so will i.. love ya..

this post is for remembering all my buddy's birthday.. im trying to do it by just remembering again.. haha.. [sorry if i miss anyone not added in]
BIRTHDAYS

120107. CHARZZY HYUNG aka COCKROACH TODDLER
170107. KANGIN [super junior]
180107. YINGTING NOONA & WEELYN
210107. JENNIFER
260107. HERO JAEJOONG [dbsk]

030207. HUIJIE
050207. CHERIE CHEW
070207. MELODY HENG HENG HENG [i hope i got the date rite]

040307. WEILING
110307. HUANG CHI CHI
130307. BEVERLY aka KIBUM

040107. CHINESE ORCHESTRA SYF [its an SYF birthday]
260407. TWINS aka EE TUEK & SUNGMIN

050507. SLY aka SI LI YING
080507. PEI FENG aka SPIDER MAMA
300507. GEORGINA

060607. RUJING & MS ROS

[thats about it..]

2007-06-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

[050607]
WARNING.. VERY VERY LONG POST..
alright.. last week had been an eventful week for me.. shall update day by day..

[280507]
woooo.. had my CHINESE O LEVELS.. and suprisingly.. we are allowed to bring back the question paper.. so juniors.. if you wanna see the paper.. just ask k.. haha.. it was quite alright.. as i thought so.. however, whenever i feel this way the outcome always seems to be the opp.. how sad is that.. LOL..

after the paper.. DBSN [dong bang shin ni] consisting of yt, bev, the twins and me.. we went to TM.. and went to AJISEN to have lunch.. WOW.. their VOLCANO RAMEN rocks.. its SPICY and GOOD.. lol.. funny eh.. after that.. we decided to watch PIRATES [AT WORLD'S END] yeah.. it was nice but then the first few parts was quite boring.. too much talking.. bev was like: so boring.. damn funny ah.. and the last ONE HOUR of the show rocked.. FULL OF ACTION. yeah.. lol.. cant wait for HARRY POTTER..

[290507]
tuesday.. second day of holiday.. and officially first day of school during the hols.. went to school to have lessons.. den.. i think we went home.. ya.. should be.. oh.. no no.. went to eastpoint we yt and bev for lunch.. went to KFC.. haha.. for a change cos whenever we went to eastpoint.. we would go to LONG JOHN SILVER.. yeah.. after that we went home..

met with yt for tuition.. and den during tuition we wanted to ask CHARZZY which school she went to.. see how bored we are.. and den we just realised she went to a private school.. we wanted to faint can.. cos its like super cool [nomu mossisoyo].. talking to charzzy.. really can change topic from which school she went to until ms universe.. cos i was watching ms universe 2007.. so i was updating her about honey lee MS KOREA.. she's really pretty.. wow.. and looks like a mermaid with her evening gown.. and char asked me to go fishing cos i said she looked like a mermaid.. FUNNY AH CHAR.. lol.. smsed until sbout 12.. from 7 to 12.. thats damn long la.. ya.. 5 hours.. lol..

[300507]
ok.. had to go back to school again.. this school holiday seriously is no school holiday.. met yt on the bus.. as usual which is everyday.. lol.. when we got off the bus.. guess who we saw.. HUIJIE.. haha.. long time no see although whe actually stays opp school.. anyway.. she as usual so lazy until she didnt go after the bus.. so yt and i being very nice ppl waited with her for a bus can.. HUIJIE YOU OWE US BIG TIME.. ya.. den we were playing with her cards den we saw her bus pass.. wow.. huijie looks like KANGIN [in U] in that bus pass pic.. lol.. after that we went for chemistry..

[310507]
today is vesak day.. went to the temple with my parents to pray.. yeah.. there were so many ppl.. omg.. yeah.. after that.. went for branch later.. at.. err.. err.. cant remember eh.. ya.. den went to.. i cant remember.. oh crap.. nevermind..

[010607]
okkkk.. so.. its friday.. had lessons for the first half of the day only.. cos ms ros was on mc.. so didnt have a maths.. DBSN went to yt's house.. haha.. went there to watch.. 200 POUND BEAUTY.. oh man.. the show just rocks.. very funny, nice and touching.. lol.. before watching.. we had lunch at N2.. den went to buy the big round biscuit.. haha.. yummy yummy.. after watching.. we were watching mvs of DBSK.. waa.. i was so tempted to start jumping sround the house... but den yt's mom and cousins were around.. haiz.. lol..

[020607]
alright.. so its a sat.. no school.. but had PIANO LESSONS at 9 am.. how sad is that.. i have to secrete my musical glands early in the morning.. its alright.. I LIVE FOR MUSIC AND MUSIC LIVES FOR ME.. seriously.. i cant live without music.. haha.. den went home to change.. went to my great grangma's house.. had dinner there.. yeah.. dinner cooked by my grandaunt.. names are only a from of courtesy but my grandaunt is only 52.. i think.. haha.. she cooked spicy veg, luncheon meat and black egg.. YUMMY YUMMY.. i love HOME COOKED FOOD.. haha..

after that.. we started making our way to EXPO.. for MAYDAY's CONCERT.. ahhh.. so cool can.. it was a BLAST.. the concert rocked.. went with my grandaunt, mom and bro.. my dad had free tickets.. SO NICE OF HIS FRIEND.. yeah.. it rocked.. the LIAN AI ING song lasted for 30 mins or so i guess.. so cool la.. i love mayday.. I LOVE AH XIN.. ahhhh.. i was jumping like a mad person in the conert.. haha.. the concert ended at about 2330.. yup.. late eh.. went for supper at bedok blk 85.. yeah.. reached home at about 0130.. was half dead cos i jumped too much i guess..

[030607]
sadly.. i had tuition early next morning.. at 1130.. ok.. not very early.. haha.. i just realised that there was this guy in my class is actuall sec2.. ok.. thats damn cool.. and its like english tuition.. and just realised that the 2 guys in my class is from VS.. the last time went for morris allen in sec1.. there was also a guy from VS.. yeah.. so later i went to meet my parents..

went to TM.. went to HELLO shop.. alright.. the guy there is like impatient.. so i gave up choosing a phone there.. i went to CS instead.. the guy at the singtel shop was so much nicer.. and i picked out a phone.. samsung SGH-U600.. guess what colour is it.. SAPPHIRE BLUE.. rocks ah.. super junior in dancing out = SAPPHIRE BLUE.. and im born in september which is also sapphire blue.. lame way to choose a phone but ya..

den my dad also picked out a new phone.. its reall small.. smaller than mine.. but mine is seriously damn slim.. haha.. and cool.. mmm.. went to watch pirates.. again.. with my mom and bro.. i ate curry puff and fish ball in the cinema.. i was damn hungry k.. didnt eat breakfast and lunch until 1600.. it was a big mistake in eating those and sitting through a 3 hour long show that you have seen before.. it caused indigestion.. so..

after the show. i vommitted every single bit of curry puff and fishball.. gross eh.. poor me.. den sort of went for dinner.. attempted to eat fish porridge.. but after a few spoons of porridge.. i just puked out everything.. felt real terrible.. drank water, puked water.. that was how bad it was..

wasnt able to sleep that night.. flipped here and there.. rushed to the toilet to puke..

[040607]
woke up and checked my temp.. i was feeling super uncomfortable.. but then my temp was only 37.0.. i knew my thermometer died on me.. cos that was certainly not my real body temp.. but i still perservered abd went to school for SS and ENG.. BOTH my weakest subject.. HOW CAN I MISS IT.. and a lim went into a new chap.. if i was being dumb to stay at home.. i would have died BIG TIME..

i was sort of dehydrating in school.. didnt drink much water as whenever i did.. i just felt like vommitting.. went to visit my section during recess.. i really miss them.. DOUBLE BASS JIA YOU.. after recess.. i really could not stand it.. i had to puke. even if it was medicine that was coming out.. i had no choice.. i thought i would die.. LOL..

went to visit the doctor after school and was diagnosed with gastric flu.. oh man.. the doctor gave me 2 days mc.. yeah.. and asked me to stay at home.. haha.. sad eh.. i know..

[050607]
thats about it.. my eventful first week of the holiday.. haha.. anyway.. im feeling much better today.. oh ya.. still have tuition tonight.. haha..

2007-05-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

[250507]
alright.. im damn tired after walking in heels for more than 2 hrs.. make it 3 hrs.. yeah.. dead beat now.. shall blog another time i guess.. but we [me, flora, paula, chris, sheryl and han] didnt take much pictures.. yeah.. so sad.. but.. today was the day when i dressed most femininely apart from my school u [i dont even look feminine in school u.. HAHAHA..] i wore a dress with jeans sort of thing.. yeah.. haha.. and flora.. SPEECHLESS.. but does look nice in it too.. im serious.. paula and sheryl as gorgeous as ever.. chris was looking good with the formal wear and tie.. han was alright blouse and pants..

but when we reached the concert hall.. we were late.. haha.. and we sat infront.. lol.. we were the FORMAL WEAR GANG.. lol

2007-05-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

[190507]
today's the day.. haha.. just kidding.. today's the day to go for TJC's concert aka grace's concert.. i seriously do not know what to wear.. something boyyish again.. [thats the only things i have].. haha.. i bet their [sarah, yt, cherie, gladys, shi lin, mei ying] in town already.. haha.. gotta go get ready.. anyway.. i just made a dbsk hero blogskin.. just played around with the blogskin.. so yeah..

BACK TRACK: [180507]
ok.. sec 4s and 5s got back our MYE and chinese prelims results.. i wanted to kill myself as much as others who wanted to kill me.. yup.. hahaz..

RESULTS:

ENGLISH __ [not returned yet]
CHINESE __ B3 [69] AHHHH.. 1 more mark to A2
E MATHS __ A1 [80] my strongest subject
A MATHS __ B3 [69] AHHHH.. 1 more mark to A2
SS & GEOG __ D7 [48] + B4 [62] = C5 [55] luckily my geog can pull my SS
PHY & BIO __ B3 [69] + B3 [66] = B3 [68] AHHHH.. 2 more marks to A2
PURE CHEM __ C6 [50] i was LUCKY.. just passed..

L1R5[without english]: 15
L1R5[without english. if i had 3 A2]: 12
look at the L1R5's and you'll know why i wanted to kill myself.. haha..

2007-05-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

[160507]
hey there.. EXAMS ARE OVER.. haha.. i know you know that.. but just wanna say it again.. ITS OVER.. super junior song: cos its over between us.. haha.. got back my physics MCQ.. i got 17/20.. yeahhhh.. i topped.. got my e maths results for paper 1.. 69/80.. i also topped.. haiz.. but im really scared for the other test papers.. yeah.. i think we'll be getting it back on friday.. SCREAMS.. alright.. latest updates..
CO CONCERTS;
19/5 [sat]: TJC concert going with cello and bass section
25/5 [fri]: RJC concert going with flora. sheryl. paula
thats about it.. haha

2007-05-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

[010507]
yo wassup dudes.. HAPPY MAYDAY TO ALL.. haha.. anyway.. changed my blogskin and song.. LOVVVVEEE IT.. still have to thank ying ting for the main skin [the posting and tagboard parts].. i love my pics.. haha.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR THE MYE.. everyone JIA YOU.. KAMBATE [dunno how spell].. HWAITING aka FIGHTING..

2007-04-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

[220407]
everyone please pray for SUPER JUNIOR..

its damn sad. that some suju members [leetuek, shindong, eunhyuk and kyuhyun] got into an accident which happened on 190407. kyuhyun is currently the one with the most injuries as he has bleeding of the lungs, fractured bones and broken ribs. the others are still recovering from shock and minor injuries. i wish them a SPEEDY RECOVERY.

2007-04-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

[170407]
the last one. the finale. the ending. the end.
never have i felt so demoralised before. its all over. im serious. i dont even dare to say that maybe this last gathering yesterday is the start of something new.

the last time im going to play my bass with mr boo conducting. last time to step into the music room for he zhous and fall ins. last time to play the piano in the music room. last time to talk in front of the orchestra. last time to crap with my section. last time to make noise with flora in the music room. last time to make announcements with shi jie to the orchestra. last time to play 'planting rice' with louisa at the piano. last time to wink at yi ling suring he zhou. last time to do lip talk with jia wen during he zhou. last time to talk to michelle koh during he zhou. last time to be a senior in co. last time to run around doing errands for co. last time to panic for the costumes. last time to shout silent claps with flora. last time to sing songs with wei ling. last time to crap behind the bass and watch videos with sarah. last time to get caroline high. last time to teach my juniors. last time to organise co outings. last time to be in charge of things in co. last time to be with the full orchestra. last time to sing chang chen and liang feng with the orchestra. last time to scream out people's name. last time to call xiner floors in the music room. last timr to take pictures with xue ting and catherine in the music room. last time to be crazy during co. last time to cry in the music room. last time to let out my emotions in the music room. last time to stay back in the music room to clear up. last time to be the latest to go home at 8 plus. last time to shout SACCO hui na she me. GOLD GOLD GOLD. last time to get high with flora and jia wen. the last time to emo during co. the last time to be in the orchestra. last time in the committee. last time being attendance monitress. last time being the wadrobe mistress. last time doing tai feng with my bass in the music room. last time singing for and with my section. last time dancing free style for mr boo. last time being enthu for co.

all there last times mean alot. but there will never come a day whereby there will be a [last time in loving SACCO as a CO FREAK and my friends] never. cos i'll treasure SACCO and my friends and lock them up in my heart.

my last time.

2007-04-10T15:25:00.001+08:00

[100407]
im proud to say that sacco got a GOLD STANDARD silver award.. if you dont know wad that means.. it simply means that we are a GOLD orchestra but they simplty gave us a SILVER.. its so cool that 25 SCO members even PETITIONED for us to get a GOLD.. wonderful isnt it.. its amazing.. although i was feeling reall down last wed.. but i pulled through and went to school on thurs.. it wasnt that bad.. actually it really is sad when i cannot go for cca anymore.. i'll miss my BASS and the CO-ers there.. and to forget MR BOO.. haha.. [i wanna buy my double bass eh].. oh wells.. shall blog somemore next time..

2007-04-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

2007-03-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

LONG ENTRY...

[250307]
ok.. went cc today.. im so guai rite.. oh man.. this is going to be like the second last time im going down to the cc.. oh wells.. saw nai nai and tai nai nai [shi jie and triny] when i reached cc.. flora rocks la.. she was late.. had practice and sarah came.. before that she didnt want to come in.. haiyo.. so in the end walked into the room.. ok.. james rocks even more.. he came at about 11 plus.. den he practice abit den don practice ler.. like.. okkkk..

actually.. fen yong is an easy song for bass.. except for some parts but the rest are like easy.. chang chen is really more challenging but den they say fen yong harder.. maybe for d bass its simple.. went to keep insturment and flora, shi jie, sarah and i were like taking pictures in the middle of the staircase.. wad de.. but it was cool.. and we started the ONLY joke.. i want to take picture with____ ONLY.. wa.. damn lame..

went for piano lessons at N2.. cant stand it.. it starts at 1330 and ended at 1500.. omg my teacher is like bonkers.. its only suppose to be 1 hour eh.. wad de.. i wanted to faint ok.. went to eat lunch and went home..

TURN BACK IN TIME
[230307]
went to send jennifer off at the airport with huang chi, shi jie and xue ting.. before that huang chi and i met at terminal 2 cos we wanted to buy some farewell gifts for them.. so we bought it and was waiting for shi jie.. we were so bored that we went to the AXN machine and started to play with it.. huang chi wanted to watch movie at vivo so we click click click until we got this funny date.. 270307.. its a tuesday which means there is ss.. haha.. we saw the timeings and there was one at 1245.. A LIM's lesson.. BINGO.. omg den we bursted out in laughter like mad ppl on the loose..

met jenny for dinner later.. so sad her parents couldnt come cos their in hong kong.. ok.. so we accompanied her for dinner.. had macs.. take away and we went to the viewing mall to eat.. den we realised there was fish and co.. too late we had macs already.. we were eating den half way there was this boy who vomitted.. okkk.. huang chi saw it and she asked us not to turn.. but den me and jenny were curious so when we turned.. we saw like this puddle of milo with undigested food substances.. gross..

went back to terminal 1 to say our last goodbyes with the CB girls.. mom came and fetched huang chi home.. den went home to sleep..

[240307]
had cca today.. and flora as usual always getting the timing wrong.. came too early.. its either she gets the timing too early or too late.. wad de.. 0730 and the pfa office was still not opened.. so pissed.. came so early to practice and the doors cant be opened cos no keys.. arrgghhh..

stayed back with jia wen, flora, valerie and xiao qi to practice their stuff.. xiao qi and jia wen were practing.. so hard working.. actually jia wen improved alot.. her playing sounds much nicer and its really clear.. GOOD JOB JIA WEN.. and xiao qi.. you can tell that she's trying very hard to play properly.. JIA YOU XIAO QI..

went for lunch after that at the prata shop.. ordered rojak, rice, prata and drinks.. ate alot and went home after that.. cool.. thats about it..

2007-03-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

[230307]
its been a super long time since i blogged.. pretty busy nowadays.. haha.. changed my BLOGSKIN.. some of you would think.. FINALLY CAZ IS CHANGING HER BLOGSKIN.. haha.. all thanks to YING TING.. i have a new blogskin.. simply love it.. super junior.. yeah yeah.. thats rite.. well.. im going to send JENNY AKA DA SHU of later to hawaii at the airport.. chi chi and i are so going to miss her.. haiz..
13 more DAYS to SYF..
counting down

2007-03-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

[130307]
hi everyone.. i hope ur all doing fine in CCA and in SCHOOL.. its only been a day in HONG KONG and i miss you guys so much already.. wondering how much section is today.. but there's no one online to ASK.. haiz.. [how can i live without you all BUDDIES]

shall BLOG bout the SYF CAMP soon and the dao huay gang [flora, jiawen, louisa, michelle k and me].. love them so much.. and maybe about my trip here.. IM CURRENTLY IN HONG KONG.. enjoying my trip and not to forget..
BEVERLY SSI.. SAENGIR CHUGKA HAMNIDA..

GUESS i gotta go now.. haha.. take care and i'll only be back on 170307..

SARANGHAEYO..

2007-03-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

[050307]
yo yo yo wazzup dudes.. [my 2 year old taiwanese singaporean cousin loves to say this.. WAAAAAA SUP man] so cute rite.. shall post a pic of him next time.. i hope he grows up to look like WANG DONG CHENG or even more good looking..

ok.. had CHINESE MID YEAR today.. THANK YOU everyone in the school for being quiet.. just that i can hear vibrations OF SOUNDS.. from the music room.. its like boom boomboom boom.. freak lame.. it was alright.. not very difficult.. but do-able.. whenever i say this i will get bad results [CHOI].. SORRY WY CALLING OUT UR SURNAME AGAIN.. haha..

had CCA today.. mr zhu came again.. i cant stand him man.. makes me so wanna sit on him and SLAP him upside down.. when we play until like BRONZE OR COP standard.. he still say good.. YUCKS AH.. so no standard also say good.. is that all he can say.. DUDE WAKE UP.. wads his freak progy man.. arrggghhh..

currently poor qing ai de is getting very worried for tmr's PREVIEW FOR SEC 4 and 5s.. she's scared that she'll screw up eh.. BUT CO YOU MUST BELIEVE IN YOUR CONDUCTRESS.. dont give up.. 4/5 NAN XUE ZHANG jia you.. i believe everyone there tmr will understand the condition we are in.. not having our CONDUCTOR.. [mr boo is currently at his mom's wake.. condolences and sorry for your lost mr boo..] without him.. i BELIEVE.. no.. WE [sacco] BELIEVE that FLORA CAN GUIDE US THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME..

2007-02-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

[270207]
ok.. my studies are like crappy shit ok.. let me guess.. i PROBABLY FAILED MORE THAN SEVEN tests already.. and thats not something to be happy about.. the MOST ANNOYING thing is that i usually fail by HALF, ONE OR EVEN TWO MARKS.. shit la.. abit of marks also dont wanna give.. ahhh..

I LOVE MY HANA KIMI FAMILY..
yang yang [me]
nan xue zhang [huang chi]
da shu [jennifer]
rui xi's brother [shi jie aka nai nai]
ying hua jie aka nan xue zhang's mom [pearle]
mei tian [beverly]
julia [ying ting]
two guys who always beo pretty girls [yi ying ang yi jing]

i hope i didnt miss out anyone...

2007-02-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE.. TODAY IS THE SEVENTH DAY OF THE LUNAR NEW YEAR = EVERYBODY'S BIRTHDAY...

[240207]
ok.. i didnt got to mr boo's house today.. cos had to go to my uncle's house today.. all my relatives were there.. and my super cute cousins.. CAYLEN and DYLAN.. even my fiona jie's friend, agasha, was there.. she looks like a bung but den quite niang.. hmmm.. so sad i couldnt go mr boo's house.. haiz.. i was quite bored there.. i wanted to play MAHJONG [reminds me of xiner, flora and fiona].. but den felt not like playing..

so watched CURSE OF THE GLODEN FLOWER.. watched SHAO NIAN TE GONG DUI with fiona jie and agasha.. it was damn lame and funny.. agasha and i almost rolled off the sofa.. when we saw all the POPCORN flying into their faces.. almost died.. and a part when they were suppose to jump over a hula hoop.. a girl jumped.. but den landed on it again.. agasha and i were almost half died when we were laughing at her... [i know were so sadistic.. lol..]

2007-02-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

[160207]

hi everybody.. sorry for not updating for a freaking long time.. man.. im so bad.. ok.. many things have happened in jan and feb.. i shall give a full update soon.. about our SYF camp PART ONE.. my packing of costumes.. my time with my frens and family.. VALENTINE'S DAY.. how i was so upset over FAILING alot of tests.. how tong and i understood each other more.. haha.. soon i'll update it.. and MELODY owes ME AND VAL lunch cos we stayed till 2020 yesterday just to do the SYF CONFIRM LIST..

i also stayed back today to pack the COSTUMES.. so rocks.. damn fun.. i was all alone in the PROPS RM.. i didnt ask siew ling for help cos i just didnt want to bother her.. i BLASTED my MP4.. woohoo.. and packed the costumes.. so fun..

2007-01-25T09:18:00.000+08:00

[250107]
alright... its been such a long time since i blogged.. im just too tired or lazy to blog.. thats all...

3 days of CAMP IN TP
FIRST DAY
went to meet kibum in the morning and i was sort of late.. haha.. took number 8 to TP.. and thats where the journey began.. had briefing in the morning and then went on to our tea break.. then got a lecture by mr peter choy.. actually his quite nice but just too concentrated.. felt quite bored although trying very hard to listen to him.. went for lunch den had class bonding.. lol.. played blow wind blow and a blind folding game.. DAMN FUN.. had class cheers and i was so ENTHU i ran to the front.. everyone died.. haiz.. so embarrassed.. i was like.. ONE TWO THREE FOUR.. and [SILENCE].. everyone just started laughing.. saw flora and she was clappping for us.. [THANKS QING AI DE] our facilitator NURA was damn nice.. encouraging us..

SECOND DAY
ok.. had lots of lectures today in the LECTURE hall.. was kinda feeling sad for the lecturers cos not many were actually listening.. so the whole lecture hall was super noisy.. the twins, bev, grace, pearle [i do] and i were crapping at the back.. singing songs and all.. haha.. had lunch later.. den headed for RAFFLES CITY.. there was like practically not many people there.. sat at ben and jerry's to finish the questions and went to SHOP.. haha.. bought biscuit curls 2 for 8 dollars.. we shared and ate it.. haha.. the twins went to look for stripped clothes again.. as usual.. haha.. den yi ying aka sungmin went to buy a watch.. ok.. we were actually kinda late.. so when we ran back.. the whole class was actuall waiting for us.. whoops.. so we told the teacher we got lost.. SO NOT TRUE..

LAST DAY
kibum didnt come cos she had doctor's app.. haiz.. i was late in meeting the twins.. so took 15 to TP today instead.. saw PRAWNY.. was so happy.. im not lonely.. i've got someone to TRASH TALK ON THE BUS.. yippee.. so char ow was our guide for the day.. haha.. had talks and lectures.. took lots of pics with NURA our facilitator.. then camp ended like that.. quite boring but its alright.. went to TM to eat sakae with the whole class.. but then went to shop first with the twins,grace,pearle.. it was damn fun.. went to sakae and ate 6 and 1/2 plates of sushi.. haha.. our table stacked the most number of plates.. 13 PLATES.. super juni~OH.. haha.. after that.. pearle and grace wanted to change the twin's image.. LOL.. i was laughing all the way.. damn hilarious..

2007-01-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

i have OFFICIALLY turned in to catherine and xue ting's SHELTER.. thanks to the rain.. i became their shelter.. how cool is that.. HAHA.. the weather has really been bad nowadays.. even the sec three camp in PAHANG was cancelled.. ok.. thats damn sad.. the PAHANG trip last year was damn fun.. poor them.. cant go.. haiz.. when i sit in class and think that the weather is gonna be good.. den suddenly it just had to rain.. everyday at about 12.. it'll start to rain again.. so shijie. xiner. catherine. xueting and i had to brave the RAIN to get LUNCH.. wooo.. how smart is that..

sometimes we dont even have time to go opp.. so had no choice but to go to the BUBBLE TEA SHOP after cca.. their getting MAD.. cca now starts at 1415.. crazy man.. so we can only eat after CCA.. how rocking is that.. found a new fren.. ALEX.. dont really know who is she.. but she's nice.. haha..

i have been feeling down these few days.. getting very sian.. i dunno why.. i feel happy to have the DBSK gang [bev. yi ying ang jing. yt] with me.. i dunno why.. but i just feel very happy to see them everyday.. every single thing i do with them is happiness.. haha.. especially SINGING and ACAPELLAING in class and during mass.. it was damn fun.. beverly said we sounded nice.. HAHA..

YING TING noona aka U-KNOW ssi's BIRTHDAY IS coming.. in THREE more days..

2007-01-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

[100107]
well.. ordinary day.. dunno wad to blog about.. just found out about alot of things.. which i shouldnt be knowing.. well.. wad to do.. everything is now stored and i just simply know more than i need..

2007-01-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

[040107]
sad to say today was the last day for my BASIC CAMBRIDGE KOREAN LESSONS.. haiz.. miss park jae young said that there was a test.. so everyone in CLASS studied like MAD.. when she said she needed to go out for 5 mins.. we were like.. go for 50 mins also can [we wanted to study].. sadly the TEST was super EASY.. wow.. made me study so hard for nothing.. if i had this same ATTITUDE towards O'LEVELS.. that would be GREAT.. haha.. im so gonna miss park sonsaengnim [teacher].. but luckily we had her number.. woohoo.. so after O's the 4 of us can go have PRIVATE KOREAN TUTORING.. yeahhhh..

IM A CAMBRIDGE BASIC KOREAN LANGUAGE GRADUATE.. LOL..

[050107]
had sec one CCA orientation.. you may think the sec ones are CUTE.. LITTLE.. INNOCENT.. PURE.. LOVABLE.. idiots.. they just totally suck can.. poor flora cant come.. she was sick and she really did sound very sick on the phone.. TAKE CARE FLORA.XIAOHUA.. back to the irritating sec ones.. WE seniors skipped lunch.. took out FREE time to prepare this orientation for them.. and their attitude sucks.. some of them were nice but mostly everyone there sucked.. if your attitude is like that then.. CO doesnt welcome you.. hahaha..

scenario 1.
xiner and i: hi there. come and join co. we can go..
sec one#1: [ignores and walks off]
xiner and i: [rejected by sec ones time and time again]

scenario2.
me: hi come and join co. its very fun. do you have any musical background?
sec one#2: ya. i play the gu zheng.
me: good. then you can write ur name and come for the audition
sec one#2: ok. can i go for the audition and not join CO.
me: [stares and walk away]

scenario 3.
me: come and join..
sec one#3: AHHHHHH.. NOOOOOOO.. [screams as if i was going to rape her]
me: hey. i haven even say anything yet.
sec one#3: dont want dont want.. ahhhhhh..
me: [cant give a damn bout a crazy sec one]

sec ones nowadays are getting WEIRDER.. when you go up to them they SCREAM.. please la.. i also wont rape you.. mad..

so went to the bubble tea shop for DINNER + LUNCH = DINCH??? hj came to meet us [tricia. xiner .me].. haha.. saw the two emo princess. twins [jia wen. loretta] there with cynthia.. hj's hair was very beng.. mmm.. HJ READ AH.. VERY BENG.. but can la suits you.. jiawen was practically suaning hj the whole time.. haiyo.. cant get enough of suaning.. lol..

den walked hj home.. but then decided to watse time by sitting at the LINKWAY opp school.. HJ was as usual BEOING ppl.. and finally she BEOED someone.. hmmmm.. haha.. xiner was taking pictures and retaking again.. AS USUAL.. when she takes something.. then she says its not nice den she delete and take again.. LOL.. FLOORS AH.. later everybody went home..